Summary of the script today
- March 23: The spark of life left John when he passed away and the same spark of life was switched on by Lars Hug in my new self. John is now in Heaven without sufferings helping me to open and run the Source as he was the only one having the driver’s license to do. John was another part of my father, who has now been sent home too; my father included everything of the Source, and John included the part that man was given to ”play with”. Putin ”disappeared” up to John’s death trying to secure his possesion inside of John almost bringing the end of the world, but he can only bring his ”injured baby” to me. I received my sword of the Source including ”the last breath” from John and a ”point” of ”nothing” inside my stomach around which all life is growing. It is inside of here that the encyclopedia is, which I will now get access to, and this is what the world had access to believing that it was God, but it was the Devil misleading them. Sanna is this Source (”the encyclopedia”) seeing everything, and this Source was opened for the world elite via the Master of arts (High School union, where Hans works). Lars Hug brought me the spark of life of John to bring my new self alive, which I will bring with my mother to the cave of the Virgin de la Peña in Mijas to ignite all life of our New World. This is the left testicle bringing life to my new self, and I received John’s voice telling me that ”this is my life, my spark, given to you” and this is because ”there can be only one” .
I visited John on the hospital, where he was unconscious and half a day later he passed away – his body including his heart and kidneys had ”decided” to ”stop working”. I will miss John much, ”he was always there” as part of my mother’s, thus also my life, was always listening to, interested in, asking questions and giving advice to people :-). I had to reach the same energy level as John’s as ”almost dead”, when I went to the Savage Rose concert the other day receiving Annisette’s help transfer everything to our New World. I received the feeling of John in spirit now bringing me my negative voices (!), and he now understands that I was the one suffering because of them and not vice-versa. John is now inside the Source helping to open it to me when I am trying to get access to it by winning over the system of Hell. This was the incredible strong sickness that also came to me for 5-7 days ending with the Savage Rose concert that killed John. I was not born with a driver’s license to the Source as John was, so he is the key to the safe learning me how to run it. It was a condition that the Source turned off the device living as John in order to help turning on the device here because ”there can be only one”. John was another part of my father, who has now been sent home too (my father included everything of the Source, and John included the part that man was given to ”play with”). So I received all of the Source from my father when he died and the part of the Source that man had placed in John when he died. John was darkness of Spain, and he brought his dog of darkness with him to Heaven – also symbolised by my sister’s dog receiving a stroke the same night as John died.
I felt a disappointed Putin, who had disappeared from public view for 9 days, which was to look after his possession inside of John. Putin did everything he could to make sure would that this would not fall into my hands, but he cannot bring his ”injured baby” (his Source and New World) anywhere but to me. Putin was very close to bringing the end of the world because of this, but not when I am around deciding that you will all live until the opening of our New World. I felt Putin, and this is how Putin becomes mine because there is nothing he can do to resist me. All of this connected to John’s death is what made Putin via the Soviet Embassy in Denmark to bring a very unusual threat that “Danish ships can become targets of Russian nuclear attacks”! This was necessary to do to bring the stamp to its button and I here feel that it was also to make “the official Denmark” including Sanna afraid to bring out as much as possible from them. This was really a pressure put on the Danish government by the Russians to make them give in to me, but no, they have decided to continue “playing the game” as I have asked them to do.
My mother has invited me to go on a holiday, we have agreed on Malaga with the deeper motive to visit the cave of the Virgin de la Peña in Mijas to ignite our New World from there. My work writing and sending a new appeal to the Appeal Board and the coming concert with Lars Hug is opening the Source to me. At John’s funeral, I was shown and told that the sword of the Source, my sword, is the weapon now coming to me including ”the last breath” from John via his sister Birthe (present when John died) And I was given the feeling of a ”point” of nothing really being placed inside my stomach and I felt and was told that all life if growing around this. It is inside of here that the encyclopedia (of the Source) is, which I will now get access to, and this is what the world had access to believing that it was God, but it was the Devil misleading them. John was ”the joker” of the game, who sacrificed his life to bring me the spark of life of the Source for my new self and our New World. Sanna is this Source (”the encyclopedia”) seeing everything, and this Source was opened for the world elite via the Master of arts (High School union, where Hans works). This is what the whole world knows that I have overtaken and that there is no hell inside of here anymore because everything will become as I say – having the world with me. It is first now that I have received my left testicle that we gave the world to experiment with, and when I had sexual relations as Stig, it gave my sister and the world a look into the beauty of the Source but only a look because it is as Stig that I have the key to everything of my father. The world believed that they had access to ”all documents” of the Source without realizing that it was only the surface of it that you saw via my sister’s ”betrayal” to me, the rest is yet to come. I felt the Source working through my sister asking her to compete with me to win our mother’s favour. This was the difference between Sanna and I; she gave in and had confidence to this ”completely mad” voice instead of overtaking control of it as I did.
Just before the Lars Hug concert, I felt and received Lars’ voice telling me ”so you are Frankenstein and wants to become life, this is what I bring you”. This is the left testicle bringing life to my new self, and I received John’s voice telling me that ”this is my life, my spark, given to you” and this is because ”there can be only one”. It was my task to overtake John including the world after my father (including the main part of the Source) had left ”the game” of his old life too. Lars Hug’s voice continued: ”By the way, I am not only bringing you love of the Danish music industry but the whole world”. A true magical moment: Lars Hug saw me when singing ”the world is calling on you now” and when giving me the spark of life to ”bring me alive”. There will now NOT come a BIG earthquake of Mexico to bring me alive, because I went through my own road receiving the spark of life from Lars Hug. Do you think that your mother and also Mette and Bettina and everyone will love you even more knowing that the spark of life of John is now inside you?
March 2015 – after script VI: The spark of life left John when he passed away and the same spark of life was switched on by Lars Hug in my new self
March 23: The spark of life left John when he passed away and the same spark of life was switched on by Lars Hug in my new self
I did not really receive anything to write down, and I was thinking of myself as Allan Simonsen, the football star, being shot as included in my previous script.
I received ”a serious voice” (not playing the game as usual) giving me the lyrics ”it’s a hard life” from Queen, ”your index is low” from 10CC and ”Play the game, Everybody play the game of love” from Queen to say that this game of light vs. darkness was ”the game of love” to create our New World, and now, ”my index is low”, and yes, let us play this great song by 10CC because Queen has been here often, but not 10CC, and I love their big hits much :-).
I went with my mother to visit John on the hospital late this morning, and I was surprised when seeing him because the last time he was greeting us with ”hi” and sitting in the TV room watching the great film classic ”The Bridge on the River Kwai” on TV, which he had not seen before, as if to say that this is ”the river of troubled water” that we are passing when completely emptying him, and yes, we had some talk with him this day and he had had two out of three open sandwiches, but since he has been lying in his hospital bed without eating, only drinking water, and without standing up again, and yes, his heart is only pumping 5% of what it should, and now he was not conscious but already ”living in another world” having his eyes clothes breathing heavily and looking like a ”vegetable”, and yes, apparently they ”talk talk” about John, my mother and I at the hospital too knowing who we are (the management at least), and yes, I was sad seeing John completely withering like this and I was thinking of him when he was strong and showed his best sides.
Obviously, I could only speak to my mother about John and her needs, which was a pain to me because under normal circumstances I would like to be able to share my pain/sufferings and experiences with the light close on the Danish border now, but no, this ”cannot” be done, because my mother is suffering ”so much” that she is absorbing all of my energy, together with John, but it seems ”too late” now, and yes, I was believing that his situation would stabilize, but his heart and also kidneys are killing him, they don’t work anymore.
Today I also discovered that I had thrown out some papers from my desk, which also included the ticket to the coming Lars Hug concert, but maybe the library can print out a new ticket to me (?), and no, I will not pay for a new myself, and no, it is ”not easy” to go to these concerts.
My mother has overtaken John’s Iphone and she has given me her Nokia 630 (Windows 8.1) mobile phone because my own ”gave up” yesterday now not working anymore at all, which is the same as ”I am not here anymore”, and this phone works fine and I could even cast the screen of it wirelessly to my TV (however not the same quality as my coming Sony Tablet, which I will buy on the 1st), which also means ”the start of only mild gifts to start with”. I have overtaken her old telephone number, +45 52906818, which I will update on my different profiles when I get time.
I was told that we are sending all back and start from the foundation again.
I received a surprising and ILLEGAL REJECTION of the Appeal Board to back pay the special aid, I have been cheated for by Helsingør Municipality for the last three years (approx. 6,600 USD + interests), and it made me think if they really can be right and also if I wanted to continue fighting against the system knowing that it will surely kill John, and I decided that if there is a case, which I do believe there is, I have no other choice than to continue fighting because I WILL NEVER GIVE UP and I have to win this one to symbolically receive access to the Source.
It is first now that I understand that they see differently on the time of when the special aid was granted, because if the municipality has ”completely forgotten” to tell about it, the person can have it granted now and also receive back pay for the last three years according to a principle decision of the Appeal Board itself (!), but in my case they believe that I should have complained about the decision within four weeks after the decision granting me special aid in 2011, which is why they will not back pay me what they owe me, and yes, it is at least logically completely wrong, and I have to look into this tomorrow morning when I have a little energy to work on, which I don’t have now at the end of the afternoon.
This morning I was told ”what if you could spare John his sufferings and accept his passing away”, and I kept on saying ”no, I want him to live”, but not long thereafter my mother called and told me crying that ”he has now received peace”, and yes, he died at midnight yesterday, which was approx. 12-13 hours after my visit, and I told my mother ”I feel and share your grief”.
My mother is now co-operating with Mette and Bettina to do the practical arrangements following John’s passing, and I offered my help with all other practical matters – including bank, IT-system etc. and cleaning up all of Johns things, which we will have to do now, which I will use time on.
I will miss John much, ”he was always there” as part of my mother’s, thus also my life, his best side was that he was always listening to, interested in, asking questions and giving advice to people when they spoke about their jobs, education or personal lives and also that his work truly was his hobby, but on the other hand, he kept my mother ”in prison” for thirty years doing and being interested in ”nothing” giving her a dull life as part of the game of darkness against my mother, and no, I did not want to lose him under any circumstances, he was part of my rule ”my closest special friends have to survive, he is protected”, but I believe that this was a needed sacrifice to bring me EVERYTHING of the Source that had been planted inside of him, and I here feel John as ”pure spirit” being released from the darkness that brought him sufferings and made him blind in relation to me, and he here tells me that ”it is my task to help you prepare being the Source”.
This is from our Amsterdam cruise in September 2014, where John stands next to my mother in front as “the head of the entire family”. I will always remember John the best when he was strong, and for his good sides always showing a TRUE interest in other people, listening to them, asking and giving advice. I will miss you, John.
So it was really the system refusing to give up that killed John (including darkness from ”negative energy” reaching him), and no, I ”cannot” give up to the system when I have a case, and this is what I have, which was confirmed to me this morning when I decided to look into the law again and to write my first version of my appeal to the Appeal Board despite of feeling grief because of John’s passing, and yes, I had to tell myself ”be strong”, otherwise I would also have ”sunk down” and cried, but no, I had to work, so this is what I did even though I had ”nothing” to work on.
This was the energy level you had to reach, which was the same as John’s as ”almost dead”, when you went to the Savage Rose concert receiving Annisette’s help to end everything and transfer that to our New World.
And I am here told that had I given in to the temptation ”you can have Michella” (or anyone I wanted) years ago instead of Karen, this would have become my certain death too, because you required ”everything from me”.
I am here feeling Putin and yes he had ”disappeared” for 9 days from public view, I believe, which made the world speculate whether he has been sick, has died or been overthrown, and that is until yesterday evening when he returned in front of a TV camera, and yes, I am here feeling and told that this was to ”look after your possession inside of John”, which you did everything you could to make sure would not fall into my hands, but eeehhh, Putin, let me tell you a secret, you also have NOTHING to do here, and is only alive because of my will, so maybe you want to lose the grip of what you believe you are still holding because this is my possession, will you? And I am shown Putin here with an ”injured baby” in his arms walking to a helicopter, and yes, where do you want to ”bring up this child now” (that was inside John), i.e. your Source and New World (?), and yes, you have only one option and that is to bring it to me me, because you cannot keep it yourself – you don’t have the power to ”raise the Source” as no one but me has. And I was also told yesterday that Putin was very close to bringing the end of the world because of this, but not when I am around deciding that you will all live until the opening of our New World.
And now John in spirit better understands the sufferings I am going through, because he is now the one giving me negative voices, which I as usual have to change myself into the opposite, and yes, he understands that the power bringing me negative voices and sufferings are my mother and himself when he was alive together with Sanna and everyone else, but a very large part of it because of my mother and himself, which was ”totally impossible” for him to see alive, but now he sees how he was tormenting me but wrongly believing that I did the opposite to my mother and also him.
It is this Source that I, i.e. John, is now inside that you are trying to get access to by winning over the system of Hell, and this is what I am opening to you.
So it was this incredible strong sickness that also came to you for 5-7 days ending with the Savage Rose concert that killed John.
I received the feeling of Ronaldo and was told that ”he knows”, which is about how Real Madrid and he scored record many goals some months ago (when I had stopped working letting darkness play its game) and about why Barcelona has now scored more goals than Real Madrid overtaking the lead of the table, which is because of the work I am doing against the system of hell.
I was not born with a driver’s license to the Source as John was, so he is the key to the safe learning me how to run it.
I felt Hans, and no, it didn’t go as you had planned either, because John was not supposed to die in your setup? As Käte’s husband, Erling, who also wasn’t planned to die as he did almost 10 years ago.
I felt Putin, and this is how Putin becomes mine because there is nothing he can do to resist me.
I received ”Move to Memphis” by a-ha and was told that this is the a-ha experience bringing my mother fully home to me.
No, they – my mother and John – never spoke about me taking over John’s crown, because they didn’t know, and this is what it took to bring it to me – from Putin.
I felt our tour to Amsterdam, and was this also what they knew would happen, and that is first of all Sanna and Hans (?), and yes, they knew that we only had him on spare time.
And that is because there can be only one of you at the time, and I feel Crown Princess Mary here too who also knows it. But it was not told to my mother or I, which would ruin the game.
I felt Kirsten, my father’s widow, and was told that she was supposed to be killed too and I heard her words ”it is terrible”.
So this is part of having turned everything around. And part of you turning around.
This is the same crown as Queen Elisabeth was offered by Putin in a ”refined form”.
John was darkness of Spain, and I received the incredible beautiful ”Planet of Paradise” by Savage Rose.
So it was a condition that I turned off my device (living as John) in order to help turning on the device (of the Source) here.
I felt the ferry between Limhamn-Dragør (Sweden-Denmark), where I remember speaking to my mother on mobile phone in 1996 during the ice winter that forced Camilla and I to take this long-tour around to come from our home in Malmö, Sweden, to work in Copenhagen (the old ”flying boats” were cancelled for weeks because of the ice, and this was before the bridge was built), and my mother told me back then that John had received a thrombosis almost killing him, and this was because I also ”did not give up” back then at this ice winter but continued working (standing up at 04.00 every morning and coming home at 21-22.00) and kept my job, which is what darkness tried to make me lose via this ice winter. And if they really wanted to, they could see in 1996 that they would suffer defeat, but no, they ”could not”.
I had decided to overcome my headache and continue my work on the new appeal this evening, but then my neighbour Preben rang on my door inviting himself on coffee because ”I want to ask you something”, which was about a compulsory thought of him being ”drugged” when using napkins at public cafe’s, which he believes includes ”drugs”, and yes, he ”could feel it”, and yes, he is still fearing burglaries, so this is what I used my evening on instead of working and this is how darkness also tried to prevent me from doing this work.
I was shown the leader of the Swedish part of the Eurovision Song Contest and was told that he is thinking of me and that is because I haven’t commented on your final show the other day and the SUPERIOR winner Måns Zelmerlöw and his fine song ”Heroes” (?), and yes, I watched it, and it was as beautiful and well made as you always do, and yes, I loved the visual effects and the cartoons, and was thinking of him as the butterfly halfway through the song as a symbol of our new creation, and the title of the song ”Heroes” is the same as my favourite song of all, which is ”Heroes” by David Bowie, and this is about ”We are the heroes of our time, But we’re dancing with the demons in our minds”, and ”hero” is what I will become when all of the world will understand that it was my task to fight your demons of darkness to save you all and bring you new life via our New World, and yes, this is what this song means to me, and if this is a ”sure winner” of the European Final (?), and no, I am not told these things in forehand, but I do believe that it has ”a very good chance indeed” to bring this message to the world – we will see :-).
I was told again that the first I will see inside the Source is ”nothing” and ”but we have prepared you for this”, and it is this that is the giant spaceship.
I felt Christian G. and was told that he is now on place at the previous Universe.
I was told something about the band SAGA and ”open the book”, and I received their fine ”Misbehaviour” and the lyrics ”Call it misbehavior, Call it what you like”, and yes, I will see them in concert on April 29 again, and is this really when we will be ready to ”open the book” of everything?
I have truly slept incredible poorly for a long time now awakening maybe 5-7 times every night with a dry mouth and also given poor dreams/nightmares, which almost makes me afraid of going to bed every evening now, and this is how the night was again awakening with a headache that made work impossible, but later in the morning, I took a nap of two more hours, which made the headache go away, and I could continue working on my version 2 of my new appeal to the Appeal Board today. And before that I had gone to town doing a little shopping (making me sad thinking about John when thinking that ”we have been here and here and here with John”), and I was happy to see that the library indeed could print out a new ticket for Lars Hug to me, and yes, they had to look in their written instructions to find out how to do it, which made me smile and say ”of course a library has written instructions”, and yes, this is how I like it to be, so everyone will know how to do their work ”perfectly” and where to look up when you need to learn.
I received some more of the same sickness coming to me from outside when I continued working today, but it was ”nothing” compared to just how strongly that it was.
I received a deja vue about how Jack and I both would receive ”very big responsibilities” preventing us from seeing each other as friends even though this is what we want deeply inside of us.
I received ”Cherry oh, Cherry oh, baby” by UB40 and was told that my mother never came over her shame about me being ”unemployed”.
My mother has now carried out all planning of John’s funeral on Saturday, March 21, together with Mette and Bettina, and she is as outgoing and ”happy” as I have not heard her for years because she has spoken to MANY people inviting them for the funeral, and yes, the other day I recommended my mother to put an ad in the newspaper making it possible for John’s old network to come to the funeral to give him ”the last respect”, but no, my mother has decided that this is ”not in John’s spirit” and Mette and Bettina agree, so this is how it will become, but in my mind, this is VERY WRONG, and I am thinking of how it will also make many people sad not hearing about his passing before the funeral and not being able to attend the funeral, but no, this is not how you were thinking, John (?), and yes, ”I know” that when he is now freed from darkness in spirit, he very well knows that this was darkness fooling him all of this life.
I was shown Madonna entering a VERY long limousine having steel hangers (of the Source) with her and at the very end of this limousine is a diamond ring for my mother, which is our New World, and yes, this is about being ”hung up” and ”live to tell”, you know :-).
I was told that my work writing the appeal to the Appeal Board and the concert with Lars Hug on Saturday is opening the Source to me. So we will start removing the silver paper around you making the kitchen visible.
I continued working on my appeal to the Appeal Board and I was encouraged already now to write and send a writ against the Appeal Board to the court, which I had first planned that I would do if the Appeal Board would not change their decision after receiving my new appeal, which they should, so I did this today too.
So John was another part of my father, who has now been sent home too.
I was shown the Eiffel Tower with most of it being beneath ground at the Source and the smallest part of it being above as our New World, and I am now being installed at the part of the tower beneath ground to feed what is above.
The dog of my new self (made in darkness) is soon completely released from darkness because of my work with the alternative being, if I did not do my work, for the world and my mother to bleed.
I kept on working on my appeal to the Appeal Board (4th version) and my writ to the court practically finishing it before my mother picked me up at 10.00 because she wanted to take me out looking for a new jacket to wear for the funeral tomorrow (I am too fat to wear my old clothes and I will not wear my dinner jacket).
But before going, I was VERY disappointed when Mikael Simpson again simply did not show up at his morning radio show from 9-12 with Carsten Holm – for the second time this week alone (!) and for how many times in total (?), many (!) – and just before meeting with my mother, I wrote this, which I would have brought as comment to their P6 radio show on Facebook, but I did not because when I returned home, I just wanted to check if he would arrive later, and I was too tired focusing on this, because I had my email to the Appeal Board to send, so this is why I did not bring this today on Facebook, but is first included now in my new script, and yes, I do NOT like people being spoiled, undisciplined and irresponsible, which is the kind of behaviour that Mikael shows here, and there is only one thing that I like even less, which is for people to accept it as is because they don’t have the courage to tell (!), and when you do not, people will start believing that their WRONG behaviour is alright – as you can see all around you everywhere – and this is how ”anarchy rules”, but no, it is WRONG (!), and as I say here, if I was your manager, Mikael, I would take you off air, give you other work to do, if there is any, and when you have shown responsible behaviour for a period of time making me trust in you, I will put you back on air, and the question is if P6 has the courage to do this because ”Mikael is a star” and he makes ”the best radio in Denmark together with Carsten Holm” (”Stig has said this himself” as I am told), but no, this is NOT what you have to prioritize, but to do what is RIGHT to do, and yes, to educate/train Mikael as well, because when all comes to all, you are really a ”street boy” as we say here for undisciplined and irresponsible (swearing – even though you try avoiding it) people like you, and yes, you have to be RESPONSIBLE to be FREE, can’t you see?
Udover at være en dygtig musiker har vi lært dig at kende i radioen som en charmerende, kærlig og humoristisk person, som vi alle elsker, men du gør mig og tusindvis af andre lyttere kede af det, når du udviser ”anarkistisk”, udisciplineret og uansvarlig adfærd, og ”fester igennem” og så ikke møder på arbejde næste morgen uden i øvrigt at melde afbud, som du nu har gjort igen for anden gang i denne uge, tror jeg, og jeg ved ikke, hvor mange gange, det er sket i alt, men det er ”mange”, ikke?
Dette er HELT OG ALDELES UTILSTEDELIG ADFÆRD af mennesker, som jeg ikke bryder mig om at se. Man kan kun have FRIHED, når man udviser ANSVAR, og omvendt, og hvis man er for udisciplineret til at være ansvarlig og overholde sine aftaler, så betyder det, at man må blive fritaget for sit ansvar i en periode indtil, at man har lært, hvordan man skal opføre sig i forhold til andre, og det betyder, at hvis jeg var din chef, så ville jeg give dig ”andet arbejde”, hvis der vel at mærke er andet arbejde, og når du efter en periode har vist, at man kan stole på dig (igen) og du overholder dine aftaler/mødetidspunkter, kan du blive givet ansvaret og komme tilbage på morgenradioen.
Og nej, jeg tror ikke, at hverken du eller nogen andre kan være uenig med mig i, at dette er den rigtige måde at håndtere dette på, og det kunne da være interessant, om P6 vælger at spille med åbne kort og at lade chefen eller Carsten meddele i radioen, hvad man har besluttet sig at gøre, og ja, det værste er at ”gøre ingenting”, som blot bekræfter anarkisten i, at han kan blive ved med at opføre sig forkert uden at stå til ansvar for sine handlinger, men sådan er I da ikke på radioen, eller er I?
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So I met my mother at 10.00, and no, I had absolutely no energy to do such thing, but I still had much work to do to send my appeal and to start writing and finishing this new script, but no, this was important to my mother, so this is how it became my priority too, and we went through ”the usual tour” visiting approx. five reuse stores in Helsingør, Snekkersten and Espergærde without finding anything, but then we also visited the two stores in the Espergærde Shopping Centre selling clothes for men, and we went up buying a nice looking wind jacket instead of a new traditional jacket, which I had told my mother was ”too expensive” – and yes, later in the day my mother found me another nice wind jacket from a men’s store in Helsingør because this was in black and the first was dark blue, which was ”not good enough” to her because it had to be black at the funeral.
My mother is eager to travel after John’s passing and she wants to invite me, and we spoke about where to go, and she suggested Mallorca, but I told her that I have been ”everywhere” when I hired a car driving around the island in 2007, and I first suggested to go somewhere in Italy, but no, and yes, I told my mother that I did not want to go to ”holiday resorts” without a city with bars, restaurants, culture, museums etc. to visit – I do not like Las Palmas on Gran Canaria as example, which is ”not real life” but only ”tourist restaurants, bars and hotels” everywhere, which has NOTHING to do with experiencing life, and then suddenly it came to me, Malaga of course (!), and yes, for my mother and I to visit the cave of the Virgin de la Peña in Mijas, which is about igniting our New World from there, and yes, when I suggested Malaga, it of course ”sounded GREAT” to my mother, and she has always wanted to see ”the white city in the mountain” of Mijas, so this is where we will try to find an airplane and hotel/apartment to stay – maybe in the beginning of April, we will see.
I returned home and after lunch I did the final adjustments to my new appeal to the Appeal Board and the writ and send them, and they can both be seen from page 75 in this document including all correspondence in the case.
I was encouraged to show you the development of my new appeal to the Appeal Board, so here you can see the four versions of it, and yes, I made an error, I believe, naming all documents one day early, I am not going to change that now.
It took me four hours finding/writing version 1, three hours to do version 2, four hours to do version 3 and one hour to do version four – and then maybe 1-2 hours doing the writ.
I cannot work as many hours in a row as normal, so this is why it took me several days to do this work instead of one, where I would just keep on working until I had finished, which is how I have always worked, or maybe two.
I also sent the writ to the court, and when I tried to transfer the 500 DKK in fee, it was ”completely impossible” to do – no matter what I did – which is ”darkness trying to stop me”.
I watched this fine filming of the solar eclipse over the Faroe Islands, which could not been seen physically here because it was clouded, when someone brought it on Facebook, and I noticed when the speaker after 56 seconds said with amazement ”I didn’t realize that they were going to be that bright, look at that, and it is almost like one girnormous diamond ring left, set in a circle of brightness encircling the moon shadow”, and it made me think of the new diamond ring of my mother as Madonna found in her limousine yesterday :-).
So I received all of the Source from my father when he died and the part of the Source that man had placed in John when he died.
We will then move into the spaceship of everything tomorrow at the funeral receiving energy from all approx. 45-50 invited people.
I was shown myself inside the spaceship of everything and was shown that this is from where the music of Electric Light Orchestra/Jeff Lynne is coming from.
After having finished and sent my new appeal to the Appeal Board, I started writing this script from March 14 and forwards based on my notes this morning until my mother picked me up at 12.00 to go to John’s funeral at Helsingør Chapel, and I was told that we are going to receive what they took from you as a baby, and yes, the last spark of John from his sister, Birthe, who was the only one present when John died the other day. This is what will remove the cuffs from my ankles.
When we came to the parking place outside the chapel, we saw family and close friends coming in, and yes, it is a ”big occasion” and ”very rare” for all people to meet, but they did today, and when we entered the chapel, John’s coffin was standing there with MANY beautiful flowers on top of and in front of it, and my mother had been kind buying a spray from me including my words on the band of it ”I will miss you, loving regards Stig”, which is how I have felt it inside of me since his passing, which simply is ”I will miss you”, John.
Not long after coming in and sitting down, when the last people arrived, I was shown the sword of the Source, my sword, and I was told that this is the weapon now coming to me including ”the last breath” from John via his sister Birthe because she was the only one present when he died giving one big gasp from him, then nothing for three minutes, and then one final big gasp, this was it. And I was given the feeling of a ”point” of nothing really being placed inside my stomach and I felt and was told that all life if growing around this.
I was told that it is inside of here that the encyclopedia (of the Source) is, which I will now get access to, and yes, this is what the world had access to believing that it was God, where it was the Devil misleading them.
It was the Dean of the Chapter, Steffen R. Jørgensen, who lives in the next house to my mother (and John), who carried out the service (later I was shown and told that ”he bent many books to be here”), and he simply did ”perfectly” showing the precise right human understanding of grief of people and gave a very fine speech about John’s life, as my mother with Mette and Bettina had told him about in a pre-meeting, and then he read a comment of the famous priest, writer and lecturer Johannes Møllehave from his book ”Til trøst” (”For comfort”) – based on a letter from the famous philosopher Søren Kirkegaard to his suffering sister-in-law, and it is about a painter using all colours but black to paint the black background of a painting and the painter says that ”it takes many colours before the colour becomes black”, and Johannes says that ”in grief, we always believe only to see the black colour, but the deeper the grief, the more colours it took before the colour went black”.
”Jeg sad fornylig og talte med en kunstmaler. Hun var ved at male en sort baggrund. Hun brugte ikke den sorte farve på paletten – hun satte sin sorte farve sammen af mange farver, grønt, rødt, blåt, hvidt, gult – jeg undrede mig over hendes fremgangsmåde, og så sagde hun: ”Der skal mange farver til, før farven bliver sort”. Hun talte teknisk om sin metode, men jeg hørte noget andet i det hun sagde. Der skal mange farver til, før farven bliver sort. Når vi sorger, synes vi altid kun vi ser den sorte farve, men jo dybere sorg, des flere farver gik der til, før farven blev sort. Blå, luftblå dage, solskins-øjeblikke, grøn frodighed. Der skal mange farver til, før farven bliver sort.”
This is where I believed the Dean ended his quoting, but Johannes continued saying in his book. ”Sophus Clausen taler om at samle alt i ét eneste af solskin og fryd – før vi lægges i jorden. Digtningen og malerkunsten ser farverne, før de ender i sort (vi andre er tit for sendrægtige – vi skal se den sorte farve, før det går op for os hvor mange farver, der gik til). ”
And this is what all people found very beautiful and spoke about after the funeral, and yes, it takes a lifetime of colours of life experiences and love between people to make the colour black when it all ends, but ”the funny part” was that during the funeral, I received the feeling of John in ”tremendous mood” and really as ”a joker” because, as he said, it is only at your place that you are grieving – my mother had plenty of tears on the 1st row (with Bettina and Mette around her), but also my sister and I could not hold back the tears simply running down our cheeks and this is even though I had told myself that I would not have this, but no, I also could not control it (fully) – and yes, there is no sufferings when you are back home one with the Source, and I was given the word ”spasmager”/”the Joker” because this is one of the beautiful songs of Savage Rose, which is about ”You’re the Joker in a dyin’ masquerade, Soon it will be over”, and yes, this is also part of the end of ”the game” (”masquerade”) where the road took us, and it required the sacrifice of John’s life being ”the joker of the game” too to bring me the part of the spark of the Source that man had stolen from my father (me) and brought to him, and in this sense, this was truly ”Dødens triumf” or ”the triumph of death” as Thomas Koppel’s masterpiece of a ballet and musical ”modern symphony” is called, and here it will bring the spark of life to me and the New World to make ”Byen vågner”/”the city awakes”.
I noticed how the Dean ”pointed his eyes” towards me a couple of times when he may have believed that he could do it ”un-noticed”, but no, I noticed, and yes, I have now seen people using this ”technique” many times when looking at me without wanting to become discovered, and yes, he knows about who I am (and my mother too), and on our way out I shook his hand and said ”thank you for the beautiful words”, and I saw him once more on the parking place, where he again gave me this ”look” and also nod with his head, and yes, he is part of ”the church” knowing about me, and I just wonder how highly this goes, but I was told about the Danish church co-operating with the Swedish church, which I understood as the Lund Cathedral, and yes, ”of course” the Helsingør Cathedral, where Steffen is the Dean, is involved in relation to ”plans including Stig” because this is where I live, and yes, ”wouldn’t it be good” (music here coming because of ”warm feelings” of Steffen too) to be relieved from this burden, Steffen, if only you could speak to me (?), but no, you ”cannot”.
Afterwards, my mother had invited all not only for the traditional ”funeral-coffee or beer” but a fine lunch buffet at the Grønnehave Bodega (pub), where John often went with his brothers and others to play billiard, and we had some fine hours together here, and yes, ”everyone” was there, which of course included John’s siblings and children with their partners, my mother’s family and John’s and my mother’s close friends etc., and yes, it also included my mother’s brother and sister-in-law, whom I have not seen now for many years, not since John turned 70 in 2006, I believe, and I was surprised seeing that he looked much better than he is (after his heart failure and cancer), and he showed out all of his love – the same as my mother shows – and was as happy to see me as I was to see him, and I told them that ”I want to see you in the future”, and they were kind saying that they will invite both my mother and me, and yes, also when they come here of course :-).
And then I was told that Sanna is this Source (”the encyclopedia”) seeing everything, and this Source was opened for the world elite via the Master of arts (High School union, where Hans works). This is what the whole world knows that you have overtaken and that there is no hell inside of here anymore because everything will become as you say – having the world with you. It is first now that you have received your left testicle.
I sat next to my mother at the table also including her old friends Ely and John, her brother & wife, Käte and her cohabitee Bent, and John’s old friend Erling and his wife. Sanna sad together with Hans and their sons/girlfriends and also Lars and Kirsten, and Sanna was kind coming over to speak kindly with me, and I was thinking that she is one of the very few really knowing about just how much I am suffering, and yes, I spoke to John’s sister-in-law Inge, who did not believe that Bettina is suffering very much, and I had to tell her that ”you cannot see just how tired she is and how much this makes her suffer”, and yes, this was just to say that this is how most people look at me without knowing just how much I am and have been suffering for years to help you all come through.
I went over to speak a little to my sister’s family and when I spoke to Niklas about his work, he said that they are developing an app for the Australian wine producer Hardy’s in Denmark, and it made me tell him about Laurel and HARDY being stuck in the wine cellar, which they may find funny, but the story was really to say that I am finally getting out of here after being stuck ”in the middle of everything” of the old creation that kept me locked in.
Many people were kind telling me to ”look after your mother” because they know how close we are and that it is up to me to help her not to break down, and I promised that I will, and yes, my mother told ”everyone” that she and I will go on holiday to Malaga – so here we come :-).
And yes, we really had a nice time ending the day with ”the core” around John including his siblings and their spouses now sitting with us, and I told them that there was truly only one missing from this fine lunch (”party”), which was John himself, and yes, this is how I felt like, and I told them that ”we really should have played music by Vikingarne or Danish ”slager” pop music”, and it made John’s sister smile and say that it really should have been ”Himmelhunden” (”Heaven dog”) then because John loved this song, and yes, it is a true slager-classic here, and the lyrics ask ”Når Vorherre, slukker livets flamme, og man skal forlade denne jord, må man ta’ hunden med sig ind i himlen?” (”When our lord switches off the spark of life, and you have to leave this earth, can you then have the dog with you in Heaven”), and yes, as everyone knows, John was ”completely deaf” in relation to me having ”the biggest problems” of all to understand and obtain faith in me, and dragging my mother in his (and Sanna’s) direction for years bringing me the greatest sufferings of any man, and yes, ”dog” is a symbol of darkness of man, and if John brought this with him to the Source (?), and ohhh yes, he did, which here is about another classic song coming to me really saying the same (about the Doberman) – but still John and I had the warmest feelings to each other, but of course :-).
But when I now think of it, there is one artist that John repeatedly has said that ”I like him very much”, which is Roy Orbison and especially this song, which I believe that I can name as ”John’s favourite” song of all (besides from ”I just called to say that I love you” by Stevie Wonder, which is his and my mother’s song from the day when they met) which is Blue Bayou :-).
It is very tough when I have to go through days without getting a nap in the middle of the day, which is how it has been for some weeks now, and this is how it was today because when I returned home at 18.00, I simply could not hold my eyes opened, they kept falling down, but I told myself not to sleep now because I had to go to the Lars Hug concert at 20.00 at the Culture Yard, so this is what I did, and yes, I was excited to see him for the first time ever live, and yes, he was my ”hero” when I was teenager and he made the two most important Danish albums of all time to me (!), which were ”Supertanker” (1980) and ”Okay Okay Boys” (1982) with his old new wave band Kliché, and since he has made ”perfect pop-music” as a solo artist with ”perfect” TRULY being ”perfect” because Lars leaves nothing to chances, but is in total control of all details of the production, and in this sence, I know of no one being more a perfectionist than he.
I arrived at 19.50 at the big stage of the Culture Yard and I was there with ”several hundreds” of other people, I saw no one that I knew (including Benedikte Kiær!), but I saw the journalist of DR TV News Ask Rostrup there (in private), and when I was waiting for Lars to come on stage, as he did at 20.20, I received the feeling of Lars and was told with his voice ”so you are Frankenstein and wants to become life, this is what I bring you”.
This is the left testicle bringing life to my new self, and I received John’s voice telling me that ”this is my life, my spark, given to you” and this is because ”there can be only one”, and yes, it was my task to overtake John including the world after my father (including the main part of the Source) had left ”the game” of his old life too.
I was told that Lars Hug – I like his sir name as ”Hug” as it used to be and not ”H.u.g.” as it has been for many years now because I do NOT like ”copyrights” of people – has been disillusioned as an artist because of me, and no, Lars has not been as productive as a musician as he could have been with 11 years between his 2003 and 2014 albums.
I was given the feeling of Lars again – this was still before he came on stage – and I was told with his voice ”by the way, I am not only bringing you love of the Danish music industry but the whole world”, and I also felt Jørgen Klubien (who will be playing in Helsingør in April, which I ”feel” that I have to see too, which I will be happy to do), and I was given an ENORMOUS FEELING of love coming to my physically.
And then Lars and his band of young men entered stage, which was one of the most beautiful ways I have seen an entrance being done and it was with the ”count down” to his GREAT and NEW HIT ”10 sekunders stilhed” (”10 seconds of silence”), which you can hear in the beginning of the song, which was just prolonged here until they were all on stage, and yes, then the concert started as effectively as you could wish for, and it was nothing else than MAGNIFICENT to me, and yes, ”where is Stig” as I am here told, and as usual I was in the middle of the stage and this time standing approx. 4-5 metres from Lars and very visible to him because of the much light they also had shining out over the audience, and this meant that Lars almost immediately saw me, and I saw how his eyes hit mine and then looked away, which happened again and again and yes in the same way as the Dean and others before him and really the same way that if you are looking at a very beautiful woman not wanting to look her to deeply and to long in her eyes where you simply know that your look have deceived you telling her all about your feelings for her, and yes, this is how I can tell with these ”looks” of people at me, and then I was given the full understanding of the lyrics of the song for the first time and the feeling that ”it all makes sense now” and it was when he sang
”Verden kalder på dig nu
historien løber dig i møde du
giv hvad du har
giv hvad du har
visdom i hjertet
10 sekunders stilhed for
alt det smukke vi ku gøre
10 sekunders stilhed for
et jordskælv der kunne vække mig
og bringe mig til live
10 sekunders stilhed
En dag går tæppet ned
luk hjertets øjne i
øjne i dit lys er helt brændt ned
tilbage står sjælens glød”
(”The world is calling on you now,
history runs to meet you
give what you have
give what you have
wisdom in the heart
10 seconds of silence for
all the beauty we could do
10 seconds of silence for
an earthquake that could awake me
and bring me alive
10 seconds of silence
One day the curtain will fall
close the eyes of the heart
eyes in your light have completely burned down
back stand the glow of the soul”)
And yes, this is about the world calling on my new self to bring my heart and wisdom, where an earthquake could bring enough energy to bring my new self alive – but I was told that what I was told recently about a possible BIG earthquake coming to Mexico will now NOT come because I went through this road leading me to the concert with Lars today – and I do believe that the curtain falling and eyes closing is about the end of my old self and our Old World, and yes, Lars, this is the most important and best new Danish song and album for ”many years”, and no, I cannot remember since when, but for ”many years”, my friend, and it was a TRULY MAGICAL experience to be hearing your GREAT song having your eyes ”on me” and knowing just how ”inspired” you are and what you really speak of :-).
Again, I was thinking that Lars truly makes ”perfect music”, which is how I can best describe it, and to me, Lars makes the most intelligent music in Denmark also bringing him in World Class to me with not that many Danish artists, and he simply has a divine talent as I am here told, which also includes a truly unique voice, which is ”outstanding” with only C. V. Jørgensen in Denmark being on the same level in my mind, and I was looking at his three big paintings on the wall behind the band and I was thinking what I have been thinking for days now, which is that I would very much like to buy one of his paintings to hang over my new sofa, when I will receive the money that Helsingør Commune owes me and will go out buying new furniture, and yes, I have seen some of his paintings on the Internet, but really ”nothing at all” as I am here told, and I LOVE IT, and I was here thinking at the concert that a painting is symbol of life, and here it is Lars Hug switching on the spark of life of my new self, and this is why I feel deeply inside of me that I would like to buy – at normal price of course – one of your paintings, Lars, and no, I do NOT wish any ”special services/discounts”, I will find and buy a painting of yours using the normal channels as everyone else, and it cold be a painting like this one, which at the moment is for sale as an used item of DKK 6.500, and yes, it is about ”understand the signs, pal” as I saw on the right of his three paintings at the concert, which made me smile because of course they include symbolism having true meaning :-).http://www.dba.dk/maleri-af-lars-hug/id-1013871950/
After the first three songs, Lars finally spoke for the first time saying ”Welcome to Helsingør, yes sire, to a certain man” before he said ”ladies and gentlemen” and yes, I got it, Lars, this ”certain man” was me and this was the closest you could come without saying it directly.
When Lars sang the old classic ”Når lygterne tændes” (”When the lamps are switched on”) including the lyrics ”Når lygterne tændes på gade og vej, så går jeg alene og tænker på dig” (”When the lamps are switched on, on street and road, I walk alone thinking of you”), it made me think of Karen and my longing to feel, give and receive love, which will come ”When the lamps are switched on”, and yes, Karen’s birthday is coming up on April 12, and a part of me wishes to write her something like ”if only I could see you, hold your hand and feel love with you”, but no, this is not yet the time, I just have to go to Malaga first with my mother because I was told that this is the spark of life that Lars has now switched on that I will bring there to switch on all life of our New World.
One of Lars’ specialities has been to ”bring new life” to old Danish classics including ”Dansevise” by Jørgen and Grethe Ingmann, ”Skibet skal sejle i nat”, ”Hvorfor er lykken så lunefuld” etc., and when he started playing John Mogensen’s ”Så længe jeg lever” (”As long as I live”), I was told with his voice that ”you have put my vow of fidelity to the test”, and yes, part of the lyrics says ”you are a rolling stone, you don’t have enough in one”, and could this have been your story too, Lars (?), and no, I am not told anymore than this.
Besides from the first song, the first highlight and really the artistic highlight of the evening, came when Lars sung the incredible ”intelligent” and ASTONISHING BEAUTIFUL song ”New York”, and yes, it is first now that I see that this is the title of the song and it is of course a symbol of the Big Apple, which is the Source, and yes, this is a ”love song” to the Big Apple and when Lars sings ”Hey hey guardian angel, vis mig vej” (”Hey hey guardian angel, show me the road”) it brings me the deepest feelings because I think of Karen and I as ”guardian angels” (as we promised each other to be in 2004, I believe, which however was ”too difficult” for her to remember being), and it is Karen and I united, who are this Big Apple with my sister bringing the force of life from it, and yes, this was without a doubt the most impressive and most beautiful artistic moment of the evening and incredible strong when Lars physically stood as the Statue of Liberty singing ”free, see free the Statue of Liberty, she must be tired”, and indeed, we are ”very tired”, right Stig (?) as I feel the spirit of my mother here asking me, and yes, she ”stand there with her torch bringing light to a poor world”, and we know, INCREDIBLE BEAUTIFUL it was, Lars – and I loved all of your musicians too bringing ”energy” and ”nerve” to your music :-).
I was told about how my sister – before turning around – had told the world that I was ”a fascist” (!) and also that I would have become crazy without the help of Holm, my old music and religion teacher from Mørdrup School in Espergærde, and yes, without his energy to ”ease my route” going through darkness, darkness would have overtaken me, so thank you very much, Holm :-).
And yes, Lars played many fine songs, some more known than others, but when I heard the first sound of the next song ”Havets blå” (”the blue of the sea”) – from Kliche’s first album ”Supertanker” (1980) – it was so strong that I immediately ”lost it” receiving tears running down my cheeks and I told myself ”then they can bring EVERYONE else, this is simply the best live music I have EVER witnessed”, which is because of my incredible love of and deep feelings in relation to the songs of Kliché, and I was then given the lyrics ””Kick out the Style, bring back the Jam!” from ”Sowing the seeds of love” by Tears for Fears to underline this, and I was told that Lars and they know that I am not a wimp (as ”Tears for Fears” means to me), and my feeling only became even stronger when Lars continued plaing ”Militskvinder”, which has UPTEMPO and an easy refrain for everyone to sing along too making it a ”true hit” live, and yes, it felt like a release of feelings I have had inside of me since this song was released in 1980 making me love it and the album so much over the years, and yes, did you see me sing everything that I had, Lars (?), and yes, this was THE GREATEST EVER LIVE MUSIC MOMENT OF MY LIFE, right here and now with these two great songs by Kliché. I LOVED IT more than words can say :-).
I was shown a dark suitcase full of flowers to my top right and I was told that this is from my father’s father, whom I have never known but known that he has been with me all of the time (playing darkness, but with much love as foundation), and I was told that Helene, Hans’ mother is there too.
I received the feeling of the pure spirit of my mother and she said that she is my new mother, i.e. our New World, and she started asking me about my sufferings, and no, I really don’t feel like talking about it (especially to a spirit) when you can read it. And I received the feeling of missing John again, which is probably coming to me because of my mother sitting at home now missing John.
At the end of the concert, Lars was given ”inspiration” from above when he for a very short moment were acting as Elvis asking the audience ”are you lonesome tonight”, which is what I really am, Lars, but this was really because already in the beginning of the concert I was told about Lars Hug knowing as example where Elvis is placed on my Top 100 list, which is at no. 19 at the moment and also about how I believe that Elvis is still the greatest ever singer/performer, and yes, let me see where I have placed Kliché, and yes, it is at no. 85 at the moment and no, if you are placed with your band in my Top 100+ list, you will not also be placed as solo artist on the same list, but now you know that I really value your music with Kliché at the very top giving me the same feelings as for example The Jam, Siouxsie, Cure and the Clash, there is no difference, and if I could replace you as a solo artist with your new work in mind together with Kliché, you would be ”way up there” among the top, which would be at approx. no. 20-40 together with the other ”very best Danish artists” in my mind, which is in the same league that you are in, Lars, and yes, having a MUCH GREATER importance to me than the list shows, and this is why the stories behind ”cold facts/numbers” is always important to listen to and understand.
I was surprised to see that the band simply went on and on and on without having a need to break and this included Lars, who really sang with all air of his lungs and high notes too impressing me much, and when the band finally left for the mandatory break at the end of the concert before extra numbers, Lars stayed on the stage and did a FANTASTIC solo-song of the classic children song ”Solen er så rød mor” (”the Sun is so red mother”), and it made me wonder if this was a special gesture because of my presence and maybe even because of John’s passing because the song is about ”now the sun is dead, mother”, ”heaven is so big, mother” and ”I wonder who lives on the star in the blue, mother” and more, and yes, if this is what it was, Lars, I truly enjoyed it very much and it gave me deep feelings to hear your singing ”bravely” like this completely alone without a band or even a guitar on stage, it was ”magical” and to me about the passing of John including ”the sun” of the Old World and now he is up on the star in the blue, and yes, I have been given names of stars without writing it, so in this connection it made sense.
The concert ended as beautifully as it had started when Lars said that ”if everything goes according to plan, we will probably become light all of us”, and he and the band then played the last true song of his new album ”Altid lys” (”Always light”) together with the stage and audience bathed in bright light from the strong lamps and Lars sang ”Vi blir altid evigt altid, vi blir alle til lys igen, vi blir altid evigt altid, vi blir alle til lys igen” (”We will become eternity forever, we will all become light again, we will become eternity forever, we will all become light again”) and he then continued singing ”100 times or more” that ”we will all become light again” and the audience were singing along, and then he did a genius move to sing lower and lower until he did not bring out any sound at all but everyone could see that his lips were still ”singing” the same ”we will all become light again”, which is then what all of the audience did, and I was told at the same time that this is the almost not existing light that we put inside of you, which is now overtaking everything, and this was was truly also a very special moment to me and the stage continued being bathed in light, and yes, I got it, Lars, it was amazingly beautiful and of course strengthened because this is what we know will be happening shortly from now, and yes, I was told that you have been waiting on me for a long time, but now – with Lars switching on the spark of my new self – you know that I am coming ”shortly” to make ”all become light again” – and yes, Lars made his beautiful new album including this fine song at ”the house of music” in Helsingør to be close on me, I believe :-).
And I was told that Ekstra-Bladet can now send your journalist home, who has been following me, and no, I do NOT like people ”stalking” others without their knowledge, which should be easy for everyone to understand, right?
This was then the left testicle that we gave them to experiment with, and when I opened to having sexual relations as Stig, it gave my sister and the world a look into the beauty of the Source but only a look because it is as Stig that I have the key to everything of my father.
I woke up to ”Natsværmer” (”Moth”) by Lars Hug, which is both a big favourite of mine and also my inner self because I have received this several times, and no, I don’t understand the symbolism of this fine song, but maybe you will tell me one day, Lars (?), and yes, I would have become very happy if it had been possible to meet you or before you Annisette, Sanne Salomonsen and others knowing about me, but also playing the game not speaking to me.
Later, I woke up to the great classic ”Son of a preacherman” with the wonderful Dusty Springfield and I was told that this is about the Dean Steffen.
The first news that I received this morning was when reading Lecia’s touching farewell to the ”legendary guitarist” as I am told here, Jørgen Ingmann, who passed away yesterday at the age of 89, and I was told that ”I am not good at farewells” and I was thinking of the concert yesterday with Lars Hug, and no, I cannot remember if you included Jørgen Ingmann’s greatest hit ”Dansevise” in your show yesterday, Lars (?), and at least Lars made it almost as big a hit when he made a new recording of it in 1989 as the original from 1963, which won the final of the Eurovision Song Contest, and yes, to me this was also about ”sacrificing life” to cover darkness, and this is how you have a TRUE COVER, Lars, as I am here given a voice from the Source, which belongs to a ”grateful Jørgen Ingmann” now also understanding ”everything” as I am told. Later update: When hearing the song again, I now remember that Lars actually played it because the audience and I was singing along to “hvorfor løb du dog din vej” (“why did you run away”), and this was very close to the actual time of the passing of Jørgen Ingmann, which is how it had to be.
I felt Arthur Findlay College and then my tour in Geneva in 2009 and I was told that when I did this without breaking down, they knew that I would come as far as I am now about to receive the diamond.
The world believed that they had access to ”all documents” of the Source without realizing that it was only the surface of it that you saw via my sister’s ”betrayal” to me, the rest is yet to come.
The normally well behaving radio host on P6, Anders B., is hosting a two-hour show on ”metal”/”heavy rock” music, and he here did an incredible ugly introduction to it – including the worst swearing and ”666” knowing that this is music of darkness/the beast – and I decided to tell everyone that this is indeed PURE HELL and nothing to be worshipped as a God, this is NOT my kind of music, it is pure abyss = nothing/no life = 666, the mark of the beast, and it gave me some likes but only negative comments of people not wanting to understand what this is truly about, and it made Signe from P6 say that they like the genre, and they will continue bringing this show, but no, Signe, I am not so sure about this, and I wonder if anyone at the radio has given you a hint that it was ”brave of you to go up against HIM”? https://www.facebook.com/video.php?v=925017200856033&set=vb.201877363170024&type=2&theater¬if_t=like
I had agreed with my mother to go and see all the flowers from yesterday on the cemetery (Bettina’s Søren has pictures from the chapel and the lunch afterwards, I did not take any, even though I now have a better camera) and to do it first at 14.00, which gave me time enough to finish writing and publishing this script, but no, I had not finished by then even though I had worked since 08.00, this takes out much more of me than what I thought, so I first went with my mother before I could return home to finish doing this ”impossible work”, which is how it feels now.
So we went to the cemetary and after having had some trouble finding the burial place for the unknown – this is how John wanted it to be, he was really cremated – we finally found it, and it looked very beautiful with all the flowers there, and I especially loved the heart of roses of my mother and I told her that ”this is truly you as everyone can see”.
The beautiful flowers from John’s funeral yesterday at Helsingør Cemetary – with the picture of John from our cruise to Amsterdam in September 2014 inserted – “I will miss you”, John, as the band on my flowers to him said
My mother invited me for coffee at Café Richs – we had been to the café Vivaldi the other day – and I told her that she had done everything connected to John’s death with bravour and much better than what anyone could expect, and it included very good/close relations to John’s siblings and daughters, which was not a given thing, and she did it by communicating and listening to them too. And even though my mother of course was sad at the funeral yesterday, she decided to be STRONG as I had encouraged her too, and she held a short speech to all people at the Grønnehave Bodega and walked around speaking to all tables, and yes, with the alternative that she had sunk down in grief, and this is really what brings ”the best impression” of people in you and makes it the best way to come through, and yes, I am proud of what my mother did here :-).
I also told her how warm and open Sanna had been not only to me but also to our mother’s brother and John’s siblings etc., which she has never been before where she has been ”cold and rejecting”, and yes, she has completely changed side as I told my mother – ”the game” has stopped, this is why – and it made my mother look at me with the amazed ”he is really Jesus” look for a long time, and yes, it was not me who had to change side to Sanna, it was the other way around, and yes, just showing her warmth and love as she is full of too.
I have been given the name of ”Beatles” now for several times, and now I was told that we are planning the big opening of our New World with Beatles being reunited and performing again as one example, and yes, this takes ”a true miracle”, and this is what we can do here, and this is what everyone is awaiting to come from me, and this is why my mother is looking like this on me – and I was also given the name of Bent, who is Käte’s new cohabitee, and he was sitting at our table yesterday and this was the first time that I had a chance to speak to him and for him to see me knowing about who I am too, which i why his name came here and yes ”Stig is Jesus”, which is what more and more people of this town knows and talks about, and Käte and Bent ”know everyone”.
Do you think that your mother and also Mette and Bettina and everyone will love you even more knowing that the spark of life of John is now inside you?
All of this connected to John’s death is what made the Soviet Embassy in Denmark (!) – after being briefed from Moscow – to bring their very unusual threat directly in Jyllands-Posten that “Danish ships can become targets of Russian nuclear attacks” (!), and I am here told that this was necessary to do to bring the stamp to its button and I here feel that it was also to make “the official Denmark” including Sanna afraid to bring out as much as possible from them. And this was really a pressure put on the Danish government by the Russians to make them give in to you, but yes, we know, the Danish government decided to follow my line in my email the other day to the Appeal Board to “play your game as you wish”, and I feel Helle Thorning-Schmidt being “the joker” here :-). http://jyllands-posten.dk/indland/ECE7573125/Ruslands-ambassad%C3%B8r-Danske-skibe-kan-blive-m%C3%A5l-for-russisk-atomangreb/
I also had no time for a nap today, which was also because Sanna had been kind inviting my mother and I for their normal Sunday dinner for Niklas and Tobias and their girlfriends, and as usual Sanna had done delicious food and we had a relaxing and nice time together.
At one stage I was given the feeling of Sanna together with Blachman speaking from the same Source not turned around as light as me, and first Sanna came with a very unusual swearing to her, followed by my mother swearing once equally as unusual, and this was really to say that this is why Blachman is still swearing much, because it is “very difficult for you to be stronger than the poor habit of your spiritual voice”, Thomas?
Sanna told us that their 15-year old dog “strangely” enough received what she believes is a brain haemorrhage the same night as when John died (!), which was really to underline that John is bringing the dog of darkness to Heaven.
I was told that Sanna knows about who my mother’s true parents are (including a famous German Nazi, Erwin Rommel, as father, right Sanna?), and that she has used this against us.
I was given the very strong feeling of wanting to “compete” with what Sanna said to win the favour of our mother, and I had to cut through this saying that “I don’t care, this is WRONG”, but it came to me because this is what Sanna’s voice is still making her do, this was the goal of her life, and when we spoke about Bettina and cancer, and I said that despite of all cancer research and what is done to treat it, there have never been as many people as now being hit and killed by cancer (with the underlying meaning that this is deliberately given to man by darkness of man), and it made my “fighting” sister as example want to win this by immediately stating that many more women, who are hit with breast cancer, survive today, and yes, Sanna, it is a shame seeing you give in to a WRONG spiritual voice, and yes, it is as simple as I tell you, which is to take control over this voice and to decide yourself what is right and wrong to do, and that is the difference between you and I because you simply “gave in” having full confidence in this “completely mad” spiritual voice given to you, which should be easy for you both to understand and to do, if you had been strong enough, but you weren’t.
On our way home, my mother and I again spoke about Sanna being warm and kind now to all people including our mother’s brother and John’s family, and yes, my mother feels it and can see it, and I said that this is because Sanna has turned around seeing that there are other values in life, and when my mother asked me why, I told her that it is a long story, and “you are not going to believe in me”, but the main part is that “Sanna was playing a game, which included to be cold and dismissive towards some people to gain another purpose” and also that “she received poor habits becoming a dictator having everyone follow her”, and this is the game that she is now stopping and instead showing her old, true self, and yes, it makes our mother (and me) happy, and no, she doesn’t understand very much of all of it, but she does understand that “I have the ball after Sanna has lost this game to me”. And we know, Sanna never really liked playing this game, but it was “necessary”, which is exactly the same with John, who always “blocked” my mother because of his desire to do nothing, i.e. not to go out for concerts etc., not to improve their apartment etc., but to keep my mother at home living a dull life – exactly as I, and no, John also did not like it, but this is how their “game” was, they had to perform this act of their lives in order to get access to their New World for the elite, which is what they WRONGLY believed in, and yes, incredible that you died without saying anything to me about knowing who I am, John.