Summary of the script today
January 1, 2019: It was the combination of Niklas and Nicklas Bendtner that transferred all stored energy to me at our Christmas lunch at Hotel Marienlyst. Now we will start collecting all, this is how to come to the cleanest part of you, all energy, this was also a historic moment. This was the final transfer of their world to me, we did this without burning the world, this is where I have built all, this is where we have collected all new life. We also came through the turn around of the Source unnoticeable for the world, when the world was hanging in it’s absolutely thinnest lifeline. We have exchanged the axle of the train, turned it around, all is prepared to bring in new force/light of the Source for creation. This is the secret stairs up, the giant mummy of my new self is on the way up, this was supposed to be the most difficult of all, now we have almost crossed it. This is the gate of giant love on top of all we have passed through, only one is lacking, still wrapped up, dark inside, it is you with all, everything else we have prepared. The Vatican knew we had to turn all around, when ringing the bell at the top, i.e. when coming home, when all life was stripped off me. All was laid down in London, this was the road for me to do, ending with this turning around, this is what brought life, the secret, we can first be magical, when turned around. This makes it possible to see the light, golden side of (Hamlet’s) Kronborg Castle, the only one of four sides, the other three sides are dull and grey, we have transformed from one of these. We cannot yet plug in the last piece of the Source of me, we will go on with installations in me and transfer even more of the New World to me.
Your father was ready to bring this grain of gold with him to the grave, including the most of you too, first to be discovered and opened in our New World. Karen understands my sufferings, having lived a good life herself, while I suffered much, which brings her poor conscience. Karen now feels you, I am given a mark to my right hand, like a crucifixion wound, she feels my sufferings, and could cry over not accepting you back then. It is really the combination of Niklas and Nicklas Bendtner meeting tomorrow that makes it happen, to transfer all energy stored to me. Some will think you have lent out your library card, then you have come out, the impossible road out, then all is visible here. This is the bomb inside yourself, the old feeling of Peter T., a symbol of the explosion that would have let to the end of the world if all had been opened at once. I went to the Christmas lunch together with my family at Hotel Marienlyst, where we met Nicklas Bendtner and Philine at the entrance. I still felt destroyed and had also received a heel spur giving me strong pain to my left ankle, and my mother felt rotten too with only little sleep, but we both went. I met Käte at the buffet, who gave me a big hug, and we agreed to “let us meet at the table later”, and I told her to “say hello for now to your family”. When the lunch was about to end, I encouraged my mother to visit Käte’s table and say hello to her family, which I had much been looking forward to doing. But she said “no, I do not want to”, so I could not fulfil my promise to visit Käte’s table and say hello to her family, including Bendtner and Jens Erik Roepstorff. It would not look good to my mother if I decided to go alone, which again was about her “wrong feelings” being introvert, not extrovert, which annoyed me. I continued receiving very strong pain to my left ankle including cough and hundreds of small heart attacks all evening, which is about “incredible energy of darkness” entering me. Now we will start collecting all, this is how to come to the cleanest part of you, all energy, we were about to stop all doing this transfer. This was also a historic moment, all energy of Japan (and China), the worst darkness, was included in this, all that was used to finish their creation.
This is what Hans protected as his own child and only brought me when giving all up, this was the final transfer of their world to me. Now Karen, all life, is fully stretched out, it could first be done after meeting Lis and Grete over the last weeks, and Kirsten releasing it. It is not only the most good-looking part of the US, you will see, you are not just the most prominent gentleman for the US (“free world”) now, we did this without burning the world. With some reluctance of Hans handing over this place to you. I felt Sanna and was told that as example, it was Sanna and Hans bringing Bendtner to you, thus their New World. The Central Station is in sight, where I have built all, we are not absolute beginners, we have prepared for your arrival. This will include the end of my radio reports (my voice) to you from here, which is what brings you and all here. This is where we have collected all new of Karen, safely out of the hands of man, protected by you, “the last known survivor”. Will I now be given calm to do my last work to my apartment and website (?), and I am then told that all other energy of your mother has not entered yet, I.e. of all other creations. Well, haven’t we already done this (?), yes, but not after you have turned around, so we just need to get everything aligned. Karen will not come to you before this is done too, this will not be as hard as what you have just gone through. To get this out of the blind spot too, otherwise we would have had to keep on ….., water will occupy you for a couple of weeks doing this. Absence from Karen is the very essence of (further) creation, for now, we will just change a few connections and get in touch with all of this. Your impossible journey is about whether you will give up because of an incredible increase in your sufferings, I receive hundreds of small heart attacks as example. We came through this too unnoticeable for the world, the turn around of the Source, when the world was hanging in it’s absolutely thinnest lifeline. My mother was “incredible concerned” about me, which was about the concerns of the world going through this turn-around of the Source, but we made it and are still here. We have exchanged the axle of the train, turned it around, all is prepared to bring in new force/light of the Source for creation. We brought the last suitcase with us, you, as I am shown next to two empty helicopters, i.e. we brought all of me and creation.
I dreamt about having to swim below water to reach the station on the other side, bringing the ignition of the train, we are almost through turning around the Source. This is the secret stairs up, the giant mummy of my new self is on the way up, this was supposed to be the most difficult of all, now we have almost crossed it. This is the gate of giant love on top of all we have passed through, and I am shown this gate as one big heart, completing the wheel of oranges, only one is lacking. The last orange is wrapped up, it is still dark inside, it is you with all, everything else we have prepared, here-after all of Karen is made of you. The Vatican knew we had to turn all around, when ringing the bell at the top, i.e. when coming home, when the roller coaster was only made of bones, when all life was stripped off me. We would not get two chances doing this turn around, all depended on this, what could not be turned around, would never become life, but we made it through, brought all home. We have a full layer cake on the other side too, it almost fills nothing in me, despite of its size, there is room for enormous creation here, coming in all future. You would only not make it, if you had given up doing your work, your scripts, of this period, it would have been so easy doing nothing because of my sufferings. All was laid down in London, this was the road for me to do, ending with this turning around, this is what brought life, the secret, we can first be magical, when turned around. This is what man did not want me to carry out, being impatient, wanting to save me from my sufferings not realising that my sufferings would bring you life? I am still feeling reminiscences of strong sickness in me, this is what it was about, but most of my small heart attacks have now stopped. This makes it possible to see the light, golden side of (Hamlet’s) Kronborg Castle, the only one of four sides, the other three sides are dull and grey, we have transformed from one of these. Karen also feared she would never see you again, because of what she, Hans & Co. did to you, she would rather live in disgrace at one time than to be with you. We cannot yet plug in the last piece of the Source of you, because you don’t want to, I am still not finished with the work to my website and apartment. This means that we can go on with installations in you, to secure you are permanent, you will go through more darkness in order to become stronger.
This may bring more heart pain, and I am shown part of myself backing in through my heart saying thank you for bringing me. This means that Bettina will transfer even more of the New World to you, remember that it is perfectly balanced with you. I am shown a long concrete pipe with missing joints here and there, there are still more we can insert, it is even more of Karen we bring to you, codes of life. Queen Margrethe: People are self-centred and superficial, cannot understand, do not care about and respect people, the moral is decaying, the roots are sick, the tree cannot stand!!!
December 2018 – VII: We did the final transfer of all stored energy/life to me, we have turned around the Source, exchanged the axle, to bring in new force for life
We did the final transfer of all stored energy/life to me, we have turned around the Source, exchanged the axle, to bring in new force for life
It is not only mean saying this now, but I am not you, Sanna, I never was, which I let you believe that I was.
Your father was ready to bring this grain of gold with him to the grave, including the most of you too, first to be discovered and opened in our New World. Still making you a state prison there (to begin with).
I started being told about Karen understanding my sufferings, having lived a good life herself, while I suffered much, which brings her poor conscience. Karen now feels you, I am given a mark to my right hand and feel it is a hole in it, like a crucifixion wound she feels my sufferings. She could cry over not accepting you back then.
It is really the combination of Niklas and Nicklas Bendtner meeting tomorrow that makes it happen, to transfer all energy stored to me. Remember that we are installing you backwards, I am told because of my continuous unbearable sufferings. Some will think you have lent out your library card. Then you have come out, the impossible road out. Then all is visible here. This is the bomb inside yourself, the old feeling of Peter T., a symbol of the explosion that would have let to the end of the world if all had been opened at once.
The pain you are experiencing, the strongest darkness of all, it is this energy that Trump brings out in the US demanding to build a wall on the border to Mexico, “complete madness”, taking the whole country as hostage when shutting down the government as result, and to pull out troops from Afghanistan and Syria bringing a potentially very dangerous situation to the world, making him look like an even greater fool than he is, now you know why.
I was still sick today and really not feeling well enough to go to the lunch tomorrow, but again it depends on how I will sleep, if I will be able to go, to decide to go.
I sent the former editor-in-chief of Helsingør Dagblad (Daily News), Klaus Dalgas, who resigned one year ago, several invitations to become my Facebook friend, but he “never could” accept me, despite of knowing my case and receiving several of my emails to the system, and today I sent Facebook invitations to the new editor-in-chief, Bo Christensen, and his “boss”, the managing director, Dorte Carlsen, and I was happy to see that Bo accepted it, but I never heard a sound from Dorte, who has also received several of my emails to the system and is deeply involved in it, as I am here told, so here we have another of the BIG WIMPS.
A comment I made today to Helsingør Dagblad about “the most crazy law ever” forcing foreigners go give hand to become Danish citizens – “completely mad”, is this what you are still telling people, Dorte, and now also you, Bo, that I am?
And I then did not sleep well, but it was good enough to being able to pull myself together playing a game for the approx. 3 hours the lunch will last, to avoid disappointing my mother and family, and of course to meet Bendtner. But I would have preferred to wait some days if I could, because I was really not feeling well enough to go.
During the night, I noticed that I received some pain to the outside of my left ankle, which surprised me, and when I stood up, I noticed that it gave me a limp, but it was not that bad.
Niklas was driving his parents, Sanna and Hans, and brother Tobias in his big 3 litres Audi Q7, and they were kind to collect me on the way. Niklas is always looking out for a new car, and I was surprised when he told me that “I have been looking at the new Tesla 3, but I cannot afford it”, which is because he used to have the bigger model Tesla S, and now “you cannot afford” the smaller model, Niklas (?), and isn’t the truth that this is what your mother has asked you do say, to play the game as “not so much a millionaire” as you used to be, towards me (?), and can it be that you are “out of money” (?), well, let us just say that I am told otherwise being “part of the plot against me”, which is equal to “hard cash at till one” as we say here. But of course there is room for a small luxury holiday trip to Dubai with his new girlfriend, Stephanie, over the New Year.
When we arrived at Hotel Marienlyst in Helsingør, right opposite my mother, Nicklas Bendtner and Philine also arrived, and I could have said “hi” and shaken their hands, because I feel that I know them, but we do not, so I did not, and instead I was thinking that we will probably be presented inside.
My mother arrived too, and she told us that she had been awake much of the night having had diarrhoea, so it was also not easy at all for her to come today.
The lunch was a traditional Danish Christmas lunch buffet, and when I took my first portion, I met Käte at the buffet, and she was very kind and warm and gave me a big hug, and we agreed to “let us meet at the table later”, we sat in each end of the big restaurant, and I told her “please say hello for now to your family”, and yes, she has two children and fours grand children with partners, so they were 16, where we were only 6.
During the lunch, my pain to my left ankle became gradually worse until it was very strong and uncomfortable, which also gave me a stronger limp, it must have been the pressure from my shoe making it, and my mother and sister told me that it is probably heel spur, which I had not been thinking of myself, and they recommended me to go to the doctor, and my mother encouraged me to take medicine, which she also did two days ago when I stayed home from the Christmas Evening, and when I said that I do NOT take medicine (only in case that it should be life critical), which they know, she told me “you are crazy”, which is how it is in her twisted mind, but I do NOT like to “pollute” my body with chemical poison, which is what it is.
And yes, this is the same pain as I had in Geneva in 2009, when meeting the Lutheran World Federation there, but it was my right ankle then, which gave me such a strong limp that they were concerned about whether I would be able to go to Kenya, which I still did some days after.
When my mother and sister now spoke of heel spur, I understood that this was also a reference to the talkshow with Clement on DR TV, which I watched (delayed) yesterday evening, where Line Knutzon, one of the three guests, spoke about a world, she does not understand and is afraid of, which included her mentioning “heel spur” one day, which then brought her commercials with related content, and now I understand the message of my heel spur, which is really in my ankle, which is about still being monitored by man, and yes, I experienced it myself months ago, when I spoke to Hans about the Philips Hue wireless lightning system, and shortly thereafter, I started receiving on-line ad’s from Philips Hue, which I had never received before, and yes, we know, “Big Brother is watching you”, and I feel Sanna here, “she knows”.
During the lunch, I spoke to Hans and Niklas about my plan to buy a new (second hand) video camera because I am NOT happy with the sound from my Panasonic Lumix camera, which distorts at concerts, and this led us to speak about the many concerts I have filmed and uploaded to YouTube etc., and when I was about to say that I do this as a sign of FREE CULTURE coming to our New World, to spread joy and happiness, I almost did not say it, because I could see on Hans that he had lost interest, he did not care to listen and thought “this is crazy”, which is a very wrong way to behave, directly cruel just to “lose interest” because you do not approve, but it is not crazy, Hans, it is you lacking this gene, the passion for music and the desire to share it with the world, which is also my old symbol showing the love of God to man, which you may understand by now, and “not lose interest” again?
Tobias was also there, but he has become “more and more not himself” for months, I like him the best when he is smiling, outgoing and showing his big love, but I have seen him becoming more and more quiet, and today he almost said nothing, and yes, he receives “medicine”, i.e. “poison”, for his ADHD, and I wonder if this is the only thing making him a “mini-zombie”, i.e. removing feelings and life in him (?), and no, you would NEVER receive this “medicine” from me, Tobias, if you only followed my recommendations (living a “normal life”, doing “all the right things”), haven’t you read me?
When the lunch was about to end, I encouraged my mother for us to visit Käte’s table and say hello to her family, which I had much been looking forward to doing, but she said “no, I do not want to”, and Sanna sat on the other side of her saying the same, which is how I could not fulfil my promise to Käte to visit her table and say hello to her family, including Bendtner and Jens Erik Roepstorff, who was also there, and no, it would not look good to my mother if I decided to go alone, which again was about “wrong feelings” deciding to being introvert instead of opening up and being extroverted, and it annoyed me much being forced to “play the wrong game”.
And it was underlined, when it did not take many minutes before Käte came to our table and said hello to all of us, and yes, she knows how to do the right game here, which is to be natural, so now you know, Käte & Co., why you had to settle with my greetings, and why my mother and I did not come and say hello to you.
I tried to hide my sickness to my family, so they could not see how sick I really was, which was mainly because of my mother and her “concerns”, which I know she will get, if she knows about sickness, which makes her fear that she will be infected, and again, this was on contrary to my mother, who told us about how poorly she felt several times, but I had my heel spur becoming worse and worse, which they of course saw and commented, this was one of the few times my pain was visible to them.
I arrived home after almost three hours, I played the game, and I looked forward to getting my shoes off and my pain to reduce, but the pain continued being so strong the next hours that I could be no where and could not sleep, and had the greatest difficulties rising from my sofa, but after some hours, the pain reduced to what it was in the morning, which is there, but it is not that bad. But now I was given cough all evening and hundreds of small heart attacks, which is incredible annoying and the strongest I have received for years, which again is about “incredible strong energy of darkness” entering me.
Now we will start collecting all. This is how to come to the cleanest part of you, all energy. We were about to stop all doing this transfer. This was also a historic moment. I am shown a traditional dressed Japanese lady opening the door, all of their energy was included in this. All that was used to finish their boat (creation). Karen would not chose me as husband without this.
You cannot go as deep as this, but you could, this is what finishes your tour. This is what Hans protected as his own child and only brought me when giving all up. This was the final transfer of their world to me. Now Karen, all life, is fully stretched out. It could first be done after meeting Lis and Grete over the last weeks, with Kirsten releasing it.
It is like “Bamse og Kylling” (“Teddy Bear and Chicken”), which is an old, favourite children program here, which is really about the egg and the chicken, what comes first, which I feel that I am going to experience.
It is not only the most good-looking part of the US, you will see. You are not just the most prominent gentleman for the US (“free world”) now. So we did this without Mogenstrup Inn, I.e. without burning down the world.
I am here given the lyrics by Simple Minds “She’s a river”, “the rivers in front of me that’s where I’m goin’ to be”, which here is about Karen and our new creation, and this also comes after I watched the last tour diary of the drummer of Simple Minds, Cherisse Osei, who interviews Jim Kerr in the Scottish Highlands and where they play this fine song acoustically, and yes, when I hear Simple Minds, I have always thought “I can hear the Scottish Highlands floating all over in their music”, but I have never been able to set pictures on it before now, where Cherisse and Jim walk there, in this incredible, beautiful nature, and because of this, this makes it the best ever interview I have seen with Jim, and as usual, he is a sensible and likeable man, whom I also feel as a good friend to me :-)..
With some reluctance of Hans handing over this place to you. I felt Sanna and was told that as example, it was Sanna and Hans bringing Bendtner to you, thus their New World. Sleeping agent, without your old nightmare to open up to all of this energy, which they had access to, if they had succeeded opening me, but they never did, which is why all is mine.
Your visit to Düsseldorf in 2006 was really to plan all what is to come there, using what we now have access to here. The Central Station is in sight, where I have built all, I feel Bowie, and I am given his “Absolute beginners” and told that we are not absolute beginners, we have prepared for your arrival. This will include the end of my radio reports (my voice) to you from here, which is what brings you and all here. This is where we have collected all new of Karen, safely out of the hands of man, protected by you. And I keep on being given the lyrics “the last known survivor” from “Eye of the Tiger”.
I dreamt about a sales competition to sell more than 32% loans of GE Capital Bank with our Payment Protection Insurance. And I dreamt about Anders Breinholt and a colleague of his from Radio P6, who uses my credit card to collect money from the ATM, which they want to borrow, the machine plays the radio and right now they play “Someone, somewhere in “ by Simple Minds, and I ask them “have you started playing my music in the radio”, and out comes completely new money notes, much money.
I felt better today, I slept for 12 hours, I really needed it, my sickness, cough and pain to my left ankle is all becoming better, and it will be over in a couple of days.
Now we were supposed to drive down vehicles from the mountain, i.e. bring out creations. What happens now, will I be given calm to do my last work to my apartment and website (?), which will still take weeks to do working concentrated on it, and even longer only working little on it here and there, as for a long time, or will I be given even more work and sufferings that I have no idea about today?
And I am then told that all other energy of your mother has not entered yet, I.e. of all other creations. Well, haven’t we already done this (?), yes, but not after you have turned around, so we just need to get everything aligned. For this, you will need the implant of Huusom (my old landlord from Helsingør, 1986-88). No, Karen will not come to you before this is done too. This will not be as hard as what you have just gone through, I am given three marks to my left ankle to underline this.
To get this out of the blind spot too, otherwise we would have had to keep on ….. Water will occupy you for a couple of weeks doing this. Absence from Karen is the very essence of (further) creation, for now. We will just change a few connections and get in touch with all of this.
I am given the feeling of Harwich, England, where the ferry from Esbjerg, Denmark, used to sail to, which we used in 1982, when I went with my old class from commercial school to London, and I am told that when I fell down the stairs of the ferry (there was a hurricane), and I sprained my ankle and had to go to the hospital in London, this was also about this, i.e. the same ankle pain as I received the other day, and also in Geneva in 2009, which will have to be at “certain critical moments” of importance in my life.
I dreamt about being in a business in Sweden, there is a beautiful view, but there is nothing to do, the telephone does not work, there should be many customers calling.
I woke up to the lyrics by Grethe and Jørgen Ingmann “Sig godmorgen, nu står solen op” (“Say good morning, now the sun stands up”), which is about our new sun about to stand up, which was also a lovely (and unusual) way to awake :-).
And I was shown the cover of the album “Black and Blue” by Backstreet Boys, where blue is my colour, and I was given the lyrics “Backstreet’s back alright” and “that makes you larger than life”.
I was shown a GIANT tanker including endless, small tankers (of creations) inside.
This morning, I was lucky to get one of the very last tickets to the New Year Concert “At the Sands” on January 13 with DR Big Band together with Curtis Stigers, playing Frank Sinatra, which they have done several times before, and as DR TV has shown.
A couple of days ago I agreed with a seller to buy his Sony Hdr cx405 video camera of 800 DKK, which is a good price, it is below half price of a new camera and it is as good as new, and I had used many hours for a couple of weeks to search for the right camera, and found this as one of the few including sound recording in CD-quality, and I asked the seller if we could meet Saturday or Sunday, today is Friday, but we could not, it could only be Friday, so we agreed to meet at 16:00 today, and I told him that it meant that I had to arrange my other agreements today, which I did then.
I was therefore surprised when he texted me today that “can we do it tomorrow, or another day – I just cannot make it today” (!!!), and consequently I texted him back saying that I changed my plans from Saturday to Friday because of him, which I cannot change, and now you tell me that you cannot see me today, can we meet another time today?
This made him call me straight away, and he said that we did not have a fixed agreement (!), but we did as you can see from my copy of our text’s, it says clearly “Friday at 16:00”, so there should be nothing to misunderstand, but is it so that a clear agreement is not a clear agreement in his head, but only a declaration of intent including “flexibility” for him to do as he please without consideration to my plans (?), well, this is not how the piano plays here, and when I asked him if we could meet at another time today, he said “maybe at 20:00”, which made me tell him that my last agreement in Copenhagen is at 17:00, and this would mean that I would have to wait on him for three hours, but telling him the truth was “too strong” for him to accept, so he told me again “we did not have a clear agreement” and now he “lost it” and said “if you speak like this, I do not want to deal with you” and “let us speak as grown-up people” (!), and yes, this is what the man told me (!!!), and instead I told him that I will be going to Tivoli tomorrow afternoon with my mother (to watch the Crazy Christmas Cabarat), and we could then agree on meeting at 14:00, and yes, Saturday, which was “out of the question” for him two days ago!
And I felt how anger and disappointment built up inside of me, what a complete and total fool treating me so openly wrong, unreasonable and disrespectful not even understanding that I am right and he is wrong, to blame me for telling him the truth, no, I do not like people, who cannot be trusted, who cannot keep agreements, but are so “flexible” that they can do other things instead, they may like better.
How can you be so completely empty in your head, not caring about your agreements, neglecting and here also “threatening” people to cancel your agreement entirely because you are impulsive and do not feel you have a clear agreement, when you have? I cannot tell you just how angry and disappointed behaviour like this makes me.
And I can add that Jonathan, which is his first name, is from an organization called GospelWings, so you may feel close to God, Jon (?), but this is NOT the way to show it, when you finally meet “him”, to show your worst side, I do NOT appreciate being taking for a ride because of your lack of discipline and responsibility, then I will show the world what NOT to do based on your example, get it?
Now I am excited to see if he will meet our agreement tomorrow, I am told that this is part of my “impossible journey” trying to stop me, and yes, I felt darkness awakening in him strongly, when I told him off (objectively, of course), which here is about the darkness wanting me NOT to record from the concert with DR Big Band and Curtis Stigers and to upload on YouTube to share joy and happiness, and my love, with the world, and you may be able to see the pattern, Hans?
I still went to Copenhagen today, despite of having slept very little and poorly, which tempted me not to go, so I was told “just do it”, which I did then, and yes, I used my mother’s car, and went to buy the Bang & Olufsen Ouverture system together with their Beolab 2500 speakers for my bathroom, I paid half up front a couple of weeks ago, and the last today, a total of only DKK 1,000, which is approx. 1/3-1/4 of what others take.
And I visited a baker and a couple of supermarkets, and I was told that you are still in the city moat, but almost out now. Because now we have almost have done a somersault.
I also visited Hillerød, the Bilka supermarket, and then the “Piemonte Wine & Delicacies” at the main square in town, where a lovely, young women gave me the best service and smiles imaginable including tastings on fine Italian sausages and then a wine, she “felt” (“was encouraged”) to offer me a tasting of, she understood that I knew what it was about, Barolo wines etc., and she introduced this special wine to me, saying that the producer only makes 350 bottles of this per year and that it is made from the Nebbiolo grape, but it is not a Barolo because it is outside Barolo, and when I tasted it, “I felt angels and stars” as I am here told, and let us say that it was more a very complex, deep and lovely aroma, which may have been the best Nebbiolo wine I have ever had, it was approx. 270 DKK, I believe, so quite an expensive wine, but of incredible quality. And later, I was told that this wine symbolises all we did, all sunshine (force of the Source) is in it.
I called my mother and she told me just how VERY CONCERNED she had been because of my sickness and limp the other day, which is a thousand times worse than what “normal people” feel.
Your impossible journey is about whether you will give up because of an incredible increase in your sufferings, and yes, my sickness is even more reduced today, but I still received hundreds of small heart attacks, which however is less than yesterday.
I dreamt about being inside our old apartment in Klyveren in Snekkersten, there is a radio journalist in the corridor transmitting live radio, I sit around the corner, hiding from here, and I start throwing cushions after her, which makes her say “there is a new player in the fight”, and the song by Sebastian “Du er ikke alene” (“You are not alone”) is played, and they say that “Stig is very popular”. This is about my continuous fight inside darkness, which is followed by “many people” out there.
And it was followed by the lyrics by Paul McCartney “What did it matter to ya, When you got a job to do”, yes, I had to do my job, working alone.
We came through this too unnoticeable for the world, the turn around of the Source. When I had the pain and limp to my left ankle the other day, it was about the world hanging in it’s absolutely thinnest lifeline, and when my mother was “incredible concerned” about me, it was about the concerns of the world going through this turn-around of the Source, but we made it and are still here.
I was shown and told that we have exchanged the axle of the train, I am shown it turned around all prepared to bring in new force/light of the Source for creation. We brought the last suitcase with us, you, as I am shown next to two empty helicopters, i.e. we brought all of me and creation.
Both my mother and I felt well enough to go to the Crazy Christmas Cabaret in Tivoli today, which Sanna, Hand and Niklas saw some days ago, and I was told thank you for doing this too, they are ambassadors for you, knowing that you come.
On our way there, we visited the seller of the Sony video camera, and yes, he was at home, as promised, and I succeeded buying the camera, so now I am ready to come and perpetuate you, DR Big Band and Curtis Stigers on January 13 :-).
During the first part of the show I was told that this was only the foreplay, there is also a story about you coming, which I looked forward to, and in the second part, I noticed the beloved character Lady Wobblebottom dressed out as a very funny Statue of Liberty, which to me was a sign of the world knowing about my victory, and “A New and Free World coming”, and I was thinking of Lars Hug’s beautiful song “New York” and his lyrics “Fri befri Frihedsgudinden, Hun må være træt” (“Free, liberate the Statue of Liberty, she must be tired”), which is about freeing all life, as we have done :-).
Suddenly, Captain Jack Sparrow from “Pirates of the Carribbean” was on stage, I am told that his character, a pirate, is symbol of the end the world. And there was a symbol of Chaplin suddenly coming on stage and singing the beautiful “Smile” and “Light up your face with gladness, Hide every trace of sadness”, which we will do with the opening of our New World, after having gone through sufferings of our Old World leading us there.
Putin and Trump were also main characters on stage, who were performed beautifully and incredible funny, for example when they were dancing a “hot dance” together in “Nothing’s Gonna Stop Us Now”, but Putin had to admit that he was a “loser” at the end of the show, and they counted down to the song “Final countdown” and said “the world has gone mad” etc., and yes, all small symbols about our fight between light and darkness, where I win, bringing all of the world with me, and where Putin is the big loser.
This was the best and most funny Crazy Christmas Cabaret as we have ever seen, there was not one dull moment, all was funny in the best Monty Python tradition, it was incredible creative and imaginative all invented by the main character, the writer and director Vivienne McKee, but she had disappeared herself, not acting on stage this year, not even as my beloved “alter ego”, Dr. Bent van Helsingør, and even though this was the best show ever, I missed seeing you on stage, Vivienne, do you believe you can do as I, to come back next year?
When we stood in line outside the Glassalen venue of Tivoli, a man passed me, noticed me, gave me “the look” and smiled at me, it was obvious that he knew of me, but I did not know him at all, and a lady inside the venue looked very directly at me as if she knew me too, and I was told that then there are them seeing you that you do not see.
We returned home and had dinner at the new Cafe Sesa at the main square of Helsingør, and we had a nice conversation with the waiter, whom I knew I had seen before, and he said that he used to have an Italian restaurant at Pennehave in Rungsted some years ago, I knew it was from there that I knew him, which is because I came there regularly when I came home late from work in evenings, when I lived in Hørsholm two kilometres from there, and this was in the years around 2005, I believe.
I dreamt about Putin being the managing director of FC Copenhagen, he speaks very well and people like him, I tell him that he has a special gift doing this, but also that he has another side, which we will talk about one day, to which he says that he has read my script, which he does not give much for.
And I dreamt about having lost my door key, and I am told that I would appreciate being enrolled into the gold scheme of the landlord, who will always have a key, and somehow, everything is down to communication problems.
I dreamt about having worked as a temp for months (often a theme in dreams, but rarely written down), and I wonder for how long I can keep making an income (i.e. to keep on working), I am poorly paid and should receive much more compared to people I know having leading positions, doing poorer work than I – which is also how it is in reality.
And I dreamt about working at an office in Britain, and I am surprised to see many burgers, not sold, being thrown out, which is about life that did not become life this time around.
I also dreamt about having visited Tryg Insurance in the outskirts of Copenhagen, I am surprised to find a very long shopping street leading from there all the way into town, I have never been there before, but now walk through it, until I come to an area under water, where I am shown how to drag the train through the water to the station on the other side of the water, without being able to breath, where it ignites again, and the way to do this is a secret that is never meant to be be revealed to the wrong people. On the other side, I ride the train without having a ticket, and when I see the ticket inspector standing next to me, I think “this is it, now I will be set off”, but he has decided not to control my ticket and lets me continue my ride.
When I woke up, I was told that this swimming just means that we are almost through, then we are done turning around the Source. This is the secret stairs up. I am shown only little sand and a giant mummy on the way up through this sand.
This was supposed to be the most difficult trip of all, and now we have almost crossed it. Completing the wheel of oranges, only one is lacking. This is the gate of giant love on top of all we have passed through, and I am shown this gate as one big heart.
Yes, I have been acting as a witch to you, the spirit of my mother says, mainly when trying to force the old nightmare on me.
I am shown amusements of Tivoli inside a big room with a giant dome.
The last orange is wrapped up, it is still dark inside, it is you with all, everything else we have prepared.
I only brought you through hell of a life for you to make it. With your mother and the world fearing they might lose you. This is what your coughing the last days was about.
I feel the Vatican, again, they knew we had to turn all of this around, when ringing the bell at the top, i.e. when coming home. When the roller coaster was only made of bones, i.e. when all life was stripped off me.
Including a completely wrong upbringing, I am sorry too. But since it was yourself doing it, making me, as the spirit of my mother says, I will withdraw my apologies.
No, we would not get two chances doing this (turn around), all depended on this, Sanna and Hans knew, and we did well. What could not be turned around, would never become life. But we made it through, brought all home.
This is about all, who long to see you on the other side. Here-after all of Karen is made of you. So we have a full layer cake on the other side too. This layer cake almost fills nothing in me, despite of its size, there is room for enormous creation here, coming in all future.
You would only not make it, if you had given up doing your work, your scripts, of this period. It would have been so easy laying back, doing nothing, saying “I cannot” because of my sufferings.
The new Sony video camera is a symbol of this turn around, it is as I told Hans about at our Christmas Lunch, a few years ago, I bought a Panasonic camera, which also can record videos, and now I have bought a video camera, which also can take still pictures.
All was laid down in London, this was the road for me to do, ending with this turning around. This is what brought life, the secret, as man did not want me to carry out, being impatient, I feel the eagerness of my mother, i.e. the world, who wanted to save me from my sufferings not realising that my sufferings would bring you life? Well, not all, that is.
I am still feeling reminiscences of strong sickness in me, this is what it was about, but most of my small heart attacks have now stopped. This makes it possible to see the light, golden side of (Hamlet’s) Kronborg Castle, the only one of four sides, I am shown the other three sides in black and white and told they are dull and grey, we have transformed from one of these.
And I am shown the ferry “Sjælland”, which is where Johnny Reimar used to play live for years with his old band the Cliffters, and I am told that it was Johnny, who started it all (when I met him at his concert in Ålsgårde in February 2018), thank you for going to this too.
I took a nap and dreamt about having moved into my fine, new house, I love how there are plenty of power sockets all over the house, but when I connect my iron, I am given an electric shock, and I wonder if it will happen again if I use another plug, and I really need to do this in order to being able to ironing my curly trousers. I notice how there are some dirt on kitchen appliances from the former owners, which need washing. This is obviously about the pain I am given when still working.
And I dreamt about preparing a life annuity offer etc. for one of Kim S’ clients, Kim is my manager and we understand each other very well, and only need short time to communicate and understand, but now he has hired a new middle manager between him and me/the employees, who is supposed to bring his communication to the employees, she is from Norway and she hands me a paper she has made for me on basis of Kim’s task for me, which I am working on, and when I read it, it gives deeper explanation to his instructions, and I tell her that it is unnecessary to do, this is what I do myself, it does not bring anything new, and also that “I will give you my honest feedback after working with this, but please understand that I need to work in another, outgoing role, and if not, you will have to look for a new employee”. Yes, we do not need the “Norwegian interference”, who tried to take me over.
Sometimes I am given names of people, I don’t know of, which I then look up and learn about, but normally do not write in my scripts, and today it happened again, which I will give you as example, I was given the name Lasse Dybdal, and told that he is an example of one knowing of you, and now I understand why, he is a wildlife photographer from Norway, and these days, everything has been about releasing the last part of me from Norway.
For days, I have been encouraged to write that when I was told about “salamander, changing skin/colour” (turning everything around, deciding to live on the other side) on December 21, it was really also a reference to the film character Lisbeth Salander from Stieg Larsson’s “Millenium series” starting with “The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo”, and about strong darkness/danger coming to me symbolised by Salander becoming a “sick, murderous, insane person”.
We can first be magical, when turned around.
Karen also feared she would never see you again, because of what she, Hans & Co. did to you. She would rather live in disgrace at one time than to be with you, but all of that has turned around, because your mother turned around, obtaining faith in you.
You have not yet set in your decisive punch, it is up to you. This is what old dreams, visions and Soria Moria was about, to bring me out of Norway.
Do you remember not visiting the derelict farm this year, now you got everything.
We cannot yet plug in the last piece of the Source of you, because you don’t want to, yes, I am still not finished with the work to my website and apartment, I am given no time to make it, I am struggling just to write my scripts and to update my website with important content of scripts, using the very little energy I have, and it annoys me so much that I will try to see if I can take off one day every week to work on my apartment, mainly to connect the last equipment, to get some progress done, and hopefully not get behind with my daily work, we will see if this is possible at all, but I will try.
This means that we can go on with installations in you, to secure you are permanent. So you will go through the risk cutting off slices of your tongue, which is the feeling I am given some times, which is not nice at all, in order to become stronger. This may bring more heart pain, and I am shown part of myself backing in through my heart saying thank you for bringing me. This means that Bettina will transfer even more of the New World to you, remember that it is perfectly balanced with you.
I was surprised when my mother’s friend, Kirsten, called on my mobile phone, she lives in Alicante, Spain, half of the year or so together with her husband, Ole, and the other half here in Helsingør and Hornbæk.
She was surprised too hearing my voice, my number used to be my mother’s old number, this is why, and Kirsten had trouble reaching my mother, her telephone has kept sounding busy for days even when it is not, which I however have never experienced. And I was told that it was Important for Kirsten to hear herself that you are completely normal, yes, I have not seen or spoken to her since my mother and I visited the Louisiana Museum approx. 8 years ago, I believe, where we met her.
I am shown a long concrete pipe along the River Seine in Paris, where joints are missing here and there, there are still more we can insert. It is even more of Karen we bring to you, codes of life.
I had slept very little and poorly, and took me a nap, or tried to, where I dreamt about incredible evil Japanese soldiers during World War II, acting as Nazi’s, taking no prisoners, but killing all, there were people standing in line to a prisoner camp. When I woke up, it was to the signature tune of James Bond, which was to say that this is the strong darkness I am now facing.
Referring to the missing joints of the concrete pipe, it is one of these I am now shown as a small part of a very narrow street, which is blocked, and I am reminded of the area under water in my dream the other day, which we will now bring to life too. And I was given the lyrics by Meat Loaf “And I would do anything for love, I’d run right into hell and back”, which is what I will now do once again, to enter the deepest darkness, to bring out even more light and love of the Source.
At the moment I am given alright sleep every second day and only little and poorly sleep every other day, and today was one of those days with little and poor sleep, where my mother would come for the New Year’s evening, and I was so tired and had to clean up my apartment, which was almost impossible to do, and I was thinking about cancelling, but I did it, and when my mother arrived, she was clearly sick, having the same cough as I had, and she said that it already started on December 26, and also that she did not know this morning if she would be able to come tonight, and this is how we are both fighting, to insist on keep seeing each other even when we do not feel that well.
Before my mother arrived, I had watched the New Year’s speech of Queen Margrethe on TV, which was her best in years, and I told my mother that she used my very words, when she told the population to improve communication and behaviour, which can be read from many examples of people in my scripts, who let me down because of their own misunderstandings, better-knowing ignorance and wrong/poor behaviour treating me wrongly in a way people would never like to be treated themselves, there is one more example of this at the end of my script of today, and you can read my request to all people to improve their (work,) communication and behaviour from my website https://stigdragholm.wordpress.com/behaviour-work/, where I will include this very chapter and the words below of Queen Margrethe.
Queen Margrethe spoke about how our country is becoming richer, but is our lives becoming richer (?), and she gave the answer herself, which is that we are in a hurry, bringing ourselves forward, “look at me”, with fewer having an eye for others, forgetting to think about what we say, which may be offending, and about caring for each other, becoming more superficial and less present.
We do not take the time to understand and respect each other, which also marks our children. What is important is not how you look or what you have achieved, but how you are and how you behave towards others. If you are too busy to achieve the best for yourself, you cannot see how others are doing.
And she said that our common strength is nurtured by having respect for fellow men and to trust each other because we have a responsibility towards the community. These are the very roots of community, and if the roots are sick, the tree cannot stand, which was her words saying that life cannot survive, when you cannot behave!
This is why it is serious when some (who are an important part of our community) take their responsibility too easy and fail their obligations. It makes me sad to see the moral decaying, she said, what becomes of common decency then? You have to know the difference to what is yours and mine, what is right and wrong, which should not be that difficult!
And yes, these were exactly my words, and I was happy to hear the Queen having the courage to tell the Danes very directly, but I could have wished for the media and politicians etc. to take on their responsibility to follow up on this much better than they did, and to really speak about the moral decay of people and what needs to be done to lift your responsibility to the community, and more than this really, because this is about working, communicating and behaving properly in order to sustain life self, and we know, people are too busy to register this more than a few seconds when hearing the queen saying these words, and already few minutes thereafter they have forgotten her words, when people instead shout out and celebrate New Year’s Evening over dinner and wine together with friends, and yes, this is how it is today, “it is not me, who is wrong, it is my neighbour”, they simply cannot and will not understand (!), and here it is also about how people will feel when we will open our New World, they will shout out and celebrate because of extreme happiness.
My mother was again kind to bring dinner, which I then made, which took out energy that I really did not have, and on top of this, my mother had one of these days, where all kind of negativity came out of her mouth, which I simply cannot handle, pushing me even further down, which is how it has always been like and what she was designed to do, to bring me darkness, and it made me think of the other day, when we went to Tivoli and had dinner in town of Helsingør, where there was nothing of this kind, but where she was kind and we had a good talk and understanding.
A couple of weeks ago, I received a new Facebook friend, Saundra, who had asked to become my Facebook friend, and I have noticed that she brings many quotes of the Bible every day, so I was thinking that maybe she found my home, the home of the Father.
Today I also noticed that she brought posts about the New World Order of darkness of man, including plans of an “alien invasion”, and I would like to help her understand the true connection, which made me tell her that these plans are real, but will now not happen, and also the story about how it was the span between darkness and light that brought creation, how light invented darkness and how we will soon open our New World of light only, without darkness/evilness/sufferings, which was the same story that made Klaus from my old meditation group in Helsingør happy only a few weeks ago, and yes, he understood what it was about, but here I was surprised seeing that this was “too much” for this “lady”, Saundra, who decided to block me entirely on Facebook thinking that I am crazy without really knowing, Saundra, and yes, did I tell you a story that did not match up with your own “brainwashed version” (?), and we know, this is how difficult it is for a woman having her nose deep down into the Bible to understand me and the truth when meeting me, and then to show the worst and most rotten behaviour I know of, which is simply “to cut the line” because of her own misunderstandings, without any communication, what a fool, and yes, I am tired of people, who “cannot” understand and cannot behave correctly.