Summary of this page
- Wrong behaviour of my family, friends etc. opened me spiritually and brought me “voices” including completely unbearable sufferings every single second.
- My family, friends etc. and all of Denmark represented the whole world bringing me sins of man as my sufferings to do the play: “To be or not to be”.
- It was my sister working against me that influenced our mother negatively that brought me the worst darkness, which they “could not” understand.
- I decided to absorb my sufferings because I “could not” stand the thought of losing my mother, who IS the world
- Plants absorb energy from plants – human beings do the same when positive feelings bring energy to and negative feelings absorb energy from people.
- Negative energy of people can break down your energy shield and open up to spiritual experiences from the Astral plane, which is what happened to me.
- People “could not” read and understand me because “Stig is crazy” and they transferred their laziness/doubts etc. directly to me.
- People “could not” understand and handle my DIRECT LANGUAGE wrongly believing that I was negative, crazy and potentially dangerous.
- People spoke about their misunderstandings and negative feelings of me behind my back without speaking to me.
- People were will-deaf, believed I was MEAN without feelings, and showed me their worst negative feelings – later they “could not” apologise.
- Some of my “family, friends etc.” did not want to continue living because of the “shame and humilation” that they believed I brought on them!
- I was NOT negative but positive speaking the direct truth to help you/man to improve in order to save you.
- People believed that I did not understand them, which I fully did, but they “could not” understand me.
- Unnecessary fear and misunderstandings made the Commune and my family believe that I was “a potential Breivik”.
- My sister and the official system wanted to hospitalize me and completely remove my identity – for a time with my mother’s content.
- Everyone I met automatically assumed that I was crazy and needed help, and many could not help ridiculing me.
- I was treated as a leprous with most people abandoning me making me lonely without receiving human love, warmth and healing.
- Karen brought me incredible sufferings when she continued showing “wrong sexual behaviour” instead of being with me as she is meant to be.
- People wanted to remove my “negative writings” from the Internet only caring about themselves and not the Big Picture, thus risking my mission to save man.
- My father’s wife and family stole my father from me for years and then hid his death and made sure that I would receive no inheritance from him.
- I lived on a very little budget bringing me poor food/nourishment and even STARVATION for weeks in 2010 was NO SUFFERING compared to my invisible sufferings.
- People believed in the WRONG verdict of authorities saying that I was schizophrenic with “voices” coming from inside my head – not understanding the TRUE spiritual source of these.
- People continued living selfish lives in luxury without helping my LTO friends and me, thus forcing me into the claws of the public system of Hell.
- People “could not” stand my CV telling the truth about being “the most skilled” because “this is not for you to say, we will tell you”.
- People believed that I was a “parasite” living on public welfare to relax when I was really working harder and feeling poorer than they ever did.
- My Sufferings were invisible making it ”impossible” for people to understand that I suffered the worst in history.
- Some people felt sad about my sufferings without understanding that they were this darkness themselves causing my sufferings!
- I went up against the official system showing me incredible negativity and trying to remove my freedom of speech and livelihood.
- The official world – state leaders, governments, media, religious institutions, business life etc. – knew about me and the end of the world but decided to be silent.
- Clairvoyant people could not stand when I told them that they receive “darkness disguised as light” – they believed I was Satan self and they were light, but it was directly the opposite.
- Again: Nothing was as bad as misunderstandings and slander about me of my own family, friends etc.
- PLEASE UNDERSTAND: I LOVE all of my family, friends etc. as I know they love me – and my mother and John saved me as I saved them via mutual love..
- These are headlines of “my sufferings” from my website that would make other people give up, scream in pain and “obey order”.
- Other chapters: See chapters of “My Sufferings” on this website.
Below follows the full version of this page.
This site is based on my memo “My Sufferings – Background” of April 2014
This site is based on my memo below “My Sufferings – Background”, which I wrote in April 2014 (all other sites of “My Sufferings” were written in 2011), and desribes the background WHY I received my sufferings, which in short was because of negative energy of my own family, friends etc. – INCREDIBLE misunderstandings, uncontrollable negative feelings and WRONG behaviour – representing the world.
Below is my covering email, which I sent to family, friends etc. together with the memo.
Summary of this:
Negative energy of my family/friends – misunderstandings, lack of faith, uncontrollable feelings and wrong behaviour/slander in relation to me and my scripts – absorbed all of my energy and brought me the worst sufferings any man has ever gone through.
My ”energy shield” was removed, and I was opened spiritually in 2004/06 as result, and have since been spiritually overshadowed 24/7 and received spiritual messages that have NOTHING to do with ”psychoses” as the official system in all of their better-knowing ignorance claims.
My sufferings – spiritual darkness/torments via voices, feelings and visions, and lack of sleept that turned me into a living Zombie etc. – were invisible to others, but completely unbearable every single second for 10 years, and they were invisible to make it possible for me to work undisturbed inside darkness to save all live and create our New World.
My family, friends etc. all worked as tools of darkness, which was really a tool of creation self (friction between light and darkness created room and life), which will now be removed to bring everyone endless life of joy and happiness when we will be released from sufferings of darkness with the opening of our New World coming very soon.
Introduction: Misunderstandings, negative feelings and WRONG behaviour of my own family, friends etc. brought me the worst sufferings in history
Wrong behaviour of my family, friends etc. opened me spiritually and brought me “voices” including completely unbearable sufferings every single second
It was MISUNDERSTANDINGS, BETTER-KNOWING IGNORANCE, WRONG BEHAVIOUR, NEGATIVE FEELINGS AND SLANDER BEHIND MY BACK of my own family, friends, ex-colleagues and “the official system” that brought me the worst sufferings of any man in history when all of this negative energy was transferred to me VERY directly with their accumulated strength MUCH stronger than my own – as one layer of darkness on top another and another etc. making an incredible “evil sandwich” of maybe 50-100 layers of people at a time directly bringing me this as darkness/sufferings via spiritual feelings, visions and speech tormenting me, bringing me to my knees in pain and DEMANDING me to give up, and consequently to push the button of the Doomsday Weapon that would release all energy of the Source as darkness, which would end the world, which came to me CONSTANTLY every day and every moment, and the strongest around 2012 as you can read from my daily scripts.
This darkness was so incredible strong – ALL of your incredible strong NEGATIVE ENERGY was sent to me when you simply could not take me – that it really should have brought me down because this was truly “totally impossible” to resist, but when you know that you are fighting to save the world and all life, and there is no lifeline behind you because you are the end being this lifeline, you cannot “just give up” but HAVE to continue, and the only way to come through these sufferings was consequently to find superhuman strength deciding to be stronger than this completely unbearable darkness/sufferings that was given to me every second making my life the worst hell on Earth that any man has ever gone through. I decided to NEVER GIVE UP, and had I shown the same attitude as you (“more or less”) showed me, we would have gone under a long time ago.
So it was NEGATIVE feelings, pure misunderstandings and wrong behaviour of my family, friends etc. including Karen that opened me up spiritually (in 2004/06) and gave me “voices” including the worst sufferings every single second when I was bombarded and tormented with negative voices and feelings much stronger than I.
These spiritual experiences that I was and still am given when this is written is NOT a sickness as what so called “doctors/psychiatrists” say it is (they don’t know or don’t want to know the truth being brain washed by wrong text books as they are), but sufferings given to me directly because of your negative energy emptying and transferring energy from me, which I did not have, to cover your “losses” – only because of your misunderstandings and WRONG negative feelings (this is why I have slept an average of three hours effectively per day for the last 10 years making me a Zombie), when you really should have been positive if only you had understood. This is the energy that wanted to destruct me and the world including all life, and there was no end to the torments that I was given other than I had to go through it until there would be no more darkness, do you see?
My family, friends etc. and all of Denmark represented the whole world bringing me sins of man as my sufferings to do the play: “To be or not to be”
Life around me was arranged in such a way that it was my own family, friends, ex-colleagues and “the system” etc. around me that “included” the whole world, in fact it was all Denmark (representing less than 0.1% of the world population) that was turned into a “mirror of the world” showing the attitude, behaviour and feelings of the world, and as such, my surroundings represented the world bringing me darkness of the world to absorb.
This is how sins of man were given to me as my sufferings, and how my own family, friends etc. were killing me even though this was NOT what the world and they wanted, but this is what your sins and wrong behaviour meant to me, you brought me your negative energy that was terminating life self because you had decided to act as darkness via sins and wrong actions (behaviour, work and communication) instead of the opposite, and darkness means “not to be” and light means “to be”, this was the play that I was playing with your input: “To be or not to be” – and the final result became “to be” when I decided to be strong enough absorbing your darkness.
It was my sister working against me that influenced our mother negatively that brought me the worst darkness, which they “could not” understand
It was opposition of my sister working directly against me (not believing in me and working for the system to hospitalise me to benefit her own career) that influenced our mother wrongly and negatively against me for a long time, which brought me the worst darkness, which is because my mother IS the world, and when she was negative about me and opposed my writings without supporting me as she did as consequence believing that I was crazy/extremely negative, she brought me all of this the worst darkness, which had to be done like this because the world was created as an “opposite world” compared to the Source, thus bringing me energy included inside darkness as my building stones to save the world and create our New World.
Some people understood and felt sad about my sufferings and that I had been overtaken by a “dark spirit” without understanding that they themselves were feeding this “dark spirit” causing my sufferings, and my mother felt the saddest of all, and it was “completely impossible” for her to understand this connection because “I only want the best for you”, but this is how it works. Negative energy including misunderstandings and wrong behaviour pulls out energy of people and bring sicknesses including “mental sufferings”, and positive energy does the opposite, and you decided to meet me with lack of understanding and wrong behaviour speaking about your misunderstandings behind my back, which is all that it took to (almost) kill your own son and yourself, mother!
All of these examples of wrong behavior and misunderstandings included in this memo could easily have been avoided if only you had done your best and decided to do right instead of wrong. My family/friends etc. would NEVER have behaved ignorantly and wrongly in relation to me if they had known about the extreme sufferings that they brought me the same way as the world would not have sinned and acted wrongly if you knew that you were terminating the world and life self as result.
This is how everyone could see, read, and understand – if they wanted to – that I was suffering much, but “no one” could or would understand that it was themselves – my own family, friends etc, thus the world – that brought me these sufferings, and if you had, you would NEVER have done as you did, but thank God that you did because this is what saved us all when I was strong enough to absorb the accumulated strength of your darkness/wrongdoings and used the energy to bring you to our New World.
This is why the world was created as an “opposite world” because we knew that it would be “impossible” for people to do right even though they knew when they were doing WRONG, so this is how you saved yourself – by doing wrong, which you “could not” help doing.
I decided to absorb my sufferings because I “could not” stand the thought of losing my mother, who IS the world
Had I given in to darkness and accepted it to overtake me, I would have started destructing the world because this was your orders to me when acting as darkness because darkness is the same as “not to be”. There was only one way out, I had to absorb your darkness, which I did because it was the only right thing to do. It was “impossible” for me to give in to much stronger darkness forcing me to give up and start destructing, I simply “could not”, thus having to accept sufferings as my destiny.
When writing this memo, I was told: Yes, your mother would have been willing to die to save you, and this is really what you did saving her because you could not stand the thought about losing your mother, which would have been the result if Sanna’s plans (hospitalising me etc.) had been carried out. This is what drove me to absorb the darkness that you sent me, to save my mother and to save her from as much pain as possible, and when I write “my mother”, it is the same as “the world” because she IS the world as my mother and the Holy Spirit (where my father is the Source, and as the Son, I am all).
RESEARCH: Negative energy of people soaks up energy of people, brings (mental) “sicknesses” and potential spiritual experiences
Plants absorb energy from plants – human beings do the same when positive feelings bring energy to and negative feelings absorb energy from people
As mentioned here, a biological research team at Bielefeld University has discovered that a plant not only engages in photosynthesis, but also has an alternative source of energy: It can draw energy from other plants when faced with a shortage of energy; “to a certain extent, what we are seeing is plants eating plants”.
“The human organism is very much like a plant, it draws needed energy to feed emotional states and this can essentially energize cells or cause increases in cortisol and catabolize cells depending on the emotional trigger.”
The discovery is therefore a step towards proving that this is what all life as plants and human beings do; drawing energy from other life, and I am here spiritually told that this is because we are united as part of ONE God and one life.
“Flowers need water and light to grow and people are no different. Our physical bodies are like sponges, soaking up the environment. “This is exactly why there are certain people who feel uncomfortable in specific group settings where there is a mix of energy and emotions,” said psychologist and energy healer Dr. Olivia Bader-Lee.”
“Bader-Lee suggests that the field of bio-energy is now ever evolving and that studies on the plant and animal world will soon translate and demonstrate what energy metaphysicians have known all along — that humans can heal each other simply through energy transfer just as plants do. Human can absorb and heal through other humans, animals, and any part of nature. That’s why being around nature is often uplifting and energizing for so many people,” she concluded.”
This means that when people are happy – for example when showing love to a spouse or child or simply for being in a “good mood” – we transfer POSITIVE ENERGY from one person to another, and when people are unhappy, angry and/or show wrong behavior/communication and negative misunderstandings we do the opposite when we very directly draw energy from others to feed our own shortage of energy, and this happens instantly for example when people “lose emotional control” because of other people or even because of their own misunderstandings and/or weaknesses.
The essential is that we all live together in this energy shield, and ALL FEELINGS ARE TRANSFERRED BETWEEN PEOPLE AS POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE ENERGY. When we do right and are happy, we export energy/happiness, and when we do wrong and are unhappy, we important energy/happiness from others. This is how simple it is.
Positive energy heals and lifts up people making them feel better and it even heals ”poor conditions” and sicknesses, and negative energy do the opposite making people feel “low” and bring ”poor conditions” and sicknesses. Negative energy is the true source of sicknesses of the world including so called “mental sufferings”.
This is the reason why you cannot avoid feeling happy when you enter a room full of happy people, and it is also why, you cannot avoid feeling low/depressed when people around you argue, are negative, in a bad mood or simply are silent without showing their positive feelings/joy.
A happy marriage between two happy people/”soul-mates” loving and understanding each other prolongs the lives and quality of both lives, and an unhappy marriage with quarrels, unreasonable behavior, negative temper and misunderstandings brings the opposite where the dominant part without knowing or wanting it may bring sicknesses to and even kill the spouse.
Everyone and everything around you has an impact on how you feel and either gives or absorbs energy from you, and everything you feel and do has an impact on people around you either absorbing or bringing energy to these with everyone being part of the same “energy shield” as part of life self. This is also why it is always a good idea to decide showing a positive view on life and to do right and not wrong.
Negative energy of people can break down your energy shield and open up to spiritual experiences from the Astral plane, which is what happened to me
This article (in Danish) gives further information about the energy shield of man, which works the same way as the energy shield of Earth. Both consist of a plus- and minus pole, a crown and root centre, that create a magnetic field protecting us from the outside world, which to man is about being protected against spiritual experiences coming from the Astral plane.
When the root centre of man is weakened because of accumulation of obstacles as the article says – which here is the same as “negative energy” coming against you from others– the energy shield weakens, and it may weaken so much that it opens for man to experience the Astral plane, which can include VERY strong experiences, which many are not strong enough to cope with.
If you speak to a psychiatrist about the phenomenon “Astral planes”, he will call it a “psychosis”, so when the energy shield is weakened, man may experience “psychoses” seeing and experiencing phenomenon’s, which man normally is being protected from experiencing, and this really has NOTHING to do with a psychosis; these are “spiritual experiences” coming from this plane, which can include both darkness and light bringing bad or good experiences.
This is what happened to me and HAD to happen, which was to open me spiritually to these planes; otherwise I would not have received the voice of the Universe/God guiding me to go through my journey and to write my scripts with the purpose to save man and create the foundations of our New World. So only when you did wrong sending me negative energy, I could be opened spiritually to do right to save you all, and yes, it was NEGATIVE energy of Karen more than anything that brought me my first spiritual opening in 2004 (spiritual feelings and visions), and it was even stronger negative energy of my family, friends etc. in relation to this that increased my sufferings and brought the next opening of me to spiritual voices in 2006 making it possible for me to do my writings and to go deep enough to save all life inside darkness.
These experiences are what “the authorities” of psychiatrist etc. claim to be “not existing”, “pure imagination” and coming from inside your own head (!), and have decided to “cure” by anti-psychotic medicine removing feelings (and these experiences) of people because they cannot and will not understand the true nature of these experiences (their text books include WRONG teachings!), which however is NOT removing the problem but destroying the lives of and directly killing people from inside and out.
The ONLY right way to restore the energy field of people is to restore a NORMAL LIFE of people including human love/warmth, good social relations, work, sleep, food, exercise etc. and to STOP misunderstandings/negative feelings, thus the transfer of negative energy, of other people, and you may start to understand now that when my family, friends etc. simply start to understand and behave correctly in relation to me, which should have been EASY for you to do, I will receive POSITIVE energy that lifts me up instead of killing me constantly.
This is how it works, and this is what now doesn’t matter anymore, because we will “now” open our New World WITHOUT negative energy, which was only a tool for creation, and hereafter everyone including myself will only give and receive positive energy without experiencing any sufferings.
In October 2011, I wrote the memo “How to treat psychiatric sufferings” including this introduction: “This is a teaching of how to heal “psychiatric sufferings” through esoteric knowledge including an encouragement to dismiss the whole traditional treatment system of Hell (!) including medicine, “text books etc. and to replace it with LOVE RESURRECTION and TRUE COMMUNICATION of people as the only recipe, which cures people.”
Chakras and their protection fields
Astral Plane according to Wikipedia: ”The astral plane, also called the astral world, is a plane of existence postulated by classical (particularly neo-Platonic), medieval, oriental and esoteric philosophies and mystery religions. It is the world of the planetary spheres, crossed by the soul in its astral body on the way to being born and after death, and generally said to be populated by angels, spirits or other immaterial beings”.
My own family, friends etc. brought me the worst sufferings via their misunderstandings, better-knowing ignorance, negative feelings and slander
These are examples of wrong behaviour of my family, friends. etc., which was brought to me directly as negative energy tormenting and completely emptying me to cover their “misunderstood needs”. These are only examples as I have been helped to remember by my “voice”, which I have written down as notes for a couple of weeks before writing this memo, and if you want to see the full background of what brought me my sufferings, there is no way out than to read my approx. 12,000 pages of scripts from where you can see when people made me happy or sad because of their behaviour.
People “could not” read and understand me because “Stig is crazy” and they transferred their laziness/doubts etc. directly to me
My family, friends. etc. “could not” READ and UNDERSTAND my website/scripts because of negative bad-will – “it goes without saying that Stig MUST be crazy when he claims to be the Son of God” – and laziness even though this should have been “easy” to do giving you the choice between reading summaries not taking long and/or the detailed content.
People even claimed that it was “impossible” to get an overview of my website, which was only because of their “mental blockage” using only few minutes to scroll up and down and to read a little here and there, because my website is both structured and easy to start reading, but it is longer than most and requires that you read from start to end to understand (summaries and/or the full content).
And most people mentioned in my scripts focused on their own petty-minded self and searched on their own names to read about what they believed were my “wrong” writings on them instead of reading and understanding the big picture, and this happened over and over and over again making me VERY sad to see – also because this is NOT how I work myself.
As examples, I received the feelings of my family, friends etc. towards me VERY directly including INCREDIBLE laziness not wanting to work but simply to relax here and now and INCREDIBLE doubts in myself (because they had doubts in me, i.e. not believing in me) – am I really the truth and can my voices really be trusted (?) – and these feelings came as “waves” or “duvets” of darkness from outside and penetrated me and moved all around my body making me both feel awful (with pain, tiredness/emptiness/no concentration) and these incredible strong feelings trying to make me do and think everything that was WRONG, and yes, with a STRENGTH MUCH STRONGER THAN MYSELF, which made it not only “not easy” but “impossible” to defeat.
People “could not” understand and handle my DIRECT LANGUAGE wrongly believing that I was negative, crazy and potentially dangerous
I wrote in a very direct language telling people the truth about themselves and their wrong behaviour, work and communication, which was “too much” for everyone to handle making them “completely lose it” (“more or less”) and bringing me incredible amounts of negativity and “worst wishes” for publically “humiliating” them, which was NOT my intention, but to use their wrongdoings as teachings to help man improve his behaviour, work and communication.
People misunderstood the simple truth about them as if I had conscious intent to hurt them, and they believed that I had turned crazy and had become “potentially dangerous” because of my very direct language (!) and even my closest family still seeing me act positively and nice as always when meeting me believed the same. How stupid can you get?
People spoke about their misunderstandings and negative feelings of me behind my back without speaking to me
They spoke for hours about my supposed negativity and wrongdoings behind my back without speaking directly to me (!), and my mother and sister were the worst with my sister WRONGLY feeling a victim because of my DIRECT writings about her WRONG behaviour, which turned our mother against me for a LONG time – our mother simply could not handle my “incredible negativity” (i.e. the truth!) according to my sister – and my sister decided to abandon me (or only just tolerating me) also for a long time, and they simply LOST THEIR TEMPER and NEGATIVE FEELINGS, which were the STRONGEST reactions they have ever had, and all of this was led to me very directly as main part of “my sufferings”, and yes, it was all based on their misunderstandings and wrong, negative feelings, and yes, these were the worst, but it also included my father in relation to his family speaking wrongly/negatively about me behind my back as well as Karen/Denis and other family, friends etc.
People were will-deaf, believed I was MEAN without feelings, and showed me their worst negative feelings – later they “could not” apologise
Everyone took for granted that I was crazy and showed me their absolutely worst negative attitude and feelings including fear instead of the opposite also including people believing that I was WRONG/negative when writing the truth about other people, for example my mother who felt sorry for Karen for my writings (of the truth) on her without understanding that it was Karen, who had done me VERY wrong sending me tons of darkness via her WRONG (sexual) behaviour and I had to bring hundreds of new scripts/Facebook updates to gradually turn my family, friends etc., thus the world, around.
They simply WOULD NOT understand and open to the truth, they were “will deaf” and selfish and believed that I was “completely unreasonable”, mean/crude and some could not control their negative temper/anger with me almost crying and hating me as result (all brought to me as negativity of the same strength – layer upon layer upon layer), and when people started to understand and receive faith in me, they “could not” APOLOGISE but became “silent” not wanting to show their support, and yes, it was all about misunderstandings and uncontrollable, negative temper.
People even believed that I had “no feelings” since I could be so incredible negative also supporting their case of me being “crazy” (!), and did not understand that I am given the strongest feelings of all, but on contrary to them, I did not give in to negative feelings/temper, but showed my positive feelings when I was together with people and also wrote about people making me happy – as I did when they made me sad – which however was only rarely this happened.
Some of my “family, friends etc.” did not want to continue living because of the “shame and humiliation” that they believed I brought on them!
I have been told as example that for a period of time there is nothing else that your mother wanted than being burned (cremation), and it is exactly because of my “negative writings” that my mother received thoughts of not wanting to continue living because of all the “trouble”, shame and humiliation to the family that she thought that they brought, and she was not the only one, I have been told that Karen had the same feelings too.
My father even died in 2013 after he had put me on ice since 2009/10 believing that I was completely insane – “you will die from this” as he told me – and no, he “could not” resume contact with me before dying.
And I was “allowed” myself to die from starvation in 2010 without anyone helping despite of everyone being able to read and understand from my scripts at the time – also published on Facebook – that I was dying.
This is how strong the negativity of family, friends etc. was, they were willing to die themselves or to let me die WITHOUT COMMUNICATING (asking questions, listening, reflecting) to try to understand and heal the wounds, which made me completely astonished (after all we were family). This was the absolutely worst ever in their lives making them “break down”, and yes, I still received the sum of all of their sufferings without breaking down!
And I know for a fact just how incredible sad/depressed my writings made my mother and others because I received their feelings via the STRONGEST TEARS given to me on and off for years. This is what my mother/they did, cried because of me, and that is even though there was nothing to be concerned about and you should have been HAPPY because of my work.
I was NOT negative but positive speaking the direct truth to help you/man to improve in order to save you
Thus, I was NOT negative but positive when bringing you absolutely everything that I had to help you/man improve in order to save you, and it was really you, who brought me “the worst darkness” via your wrong and disgusting behaviour or the same as you wrongly believed I brought you as a “crazy man”, which you “could not” understand because how in the world can it be that “wrong behaviour” and misunderstandings bring “negative energy” (?), well, now you understand, and yes, it was only a “play” about understanding/misunderstanding with everyone misunderstanding me for a long time, because you could/would not LISTEN/READ and UNDERSTAND as I encouraged you to do over and over and over again instead of listening to your own better-knowing but wrong/ignorant voice.
People believed that I did not understand them, which I fully did, but they “could not” understand me
I kept on hearing from people “you don’t understand me” when they kept on repeating their wrong belief to me being on the edge of “desperate” to make me understand, where the truth was that I understood all they said – I even repeated what they said to confirm my understanding – and still they “could not” understand me because they were not open and objective and “could not” read, and yes, my mother and Elijah were the worst showing this in 2010-2012, but it was really a general WRONG attitude of people also trying to “tell me” their “truth” on Facebook giving EVERYTHING they had without realizing even as an opportunity that they could be wrong – they were simply convinced that they were right and I was wrong, and it was based on nothing else than their “guessing” and inner WRONG voices.
Unnecessary fear and misunderstandings made the Commune and my family believe that I was “a potential Breivik”
My family, friends etc. including Helsingør Commune became afraid of me for example when they read about my spiritual voice saying “kill, kill”, which they quickly turned into the risk that “Stig is a potential Breivik” – “helped” by my sister – because it was obvious that it ordered me to kill people, right (?), and potentially even my mother (it took a long time before she realised that “you are not going to hurt me”?), and yes, it even made the Commune report me to the Danish National Police behind my back (!), and it was nothing else than FEAR of misunderstanding and lazy people, who “could not” read and understand that this voice was their own darkness wanting me to accept pushing the Doomsday Weapon to end the world, and it was misunderstandings and fear that made the system “this close” to kidnap and lock me up on psychiatric hospital to carry out tests on me (reproduction and how much medicine I could take and still function) and completely remove my public identity, which also brought me MUCH darkness, and had they succeeded, it would have killed us all, but they lost courage because of my public writings on them.
And the truth is that everyone should easily have been able to understand that I ALWAYS do my best to do RIGHT and NOT WRONG, which is what I was writing about to teach you if only you could read objectively (without a negative view) and understand me!
My sister and the official system wanted to hospitalize me and completely remove my identity – for a time with my mother’s content
My sister had me locked up at psychiatric hospital in 2008, when she “could not” read and understand my book no. 1, nor ask questions, listen and communicate with me, which made her recommend me to visit our family doctor and a local psychiatrist, which I did together with her as a favour to her and the family at the time without knowing about the risk of being removed from my life and work against my will and locked up behind bars at the locked department in Hillerød.
I got out weeks later after having read and understood the law, and written a long letter to the doctors asking to be set free – see “book 1” at my library.
But it did not mean that my family believed that I was not crazy, which was MUCH strengthened with the publish of my website in February 2010, and from this moment on and the next couple of years, my own family headed by my sister (receiving our mother’s content) was working together with the official system behind my back with no one telling me with the agenda to hospitalize me again because “everyone can clearly see that Stig is crazy”, and it culminated in June 2012 when the Commune forced me to meet and receive the specialist declaration from psychiatrist Alex Kørner stating that I am schizophrenic even though I am not as everyone including Alex Kørner self should be able to read and understand from my memo to him, which was the foundation for the system and my family – together with my mother’s acceptance behind my back – to not only lock me up, but to completely remove me and my public identity and perform tests on me (reproduction and to find out how much drugs I could take) as you can read in a greater detail from my Doomsday Scenario website.
Eventually I was not hospitalised because the system was afraid of my public writings on them, and later my mother regretted her actions starting to believe more and more in her son not being crazy nor dangerous, which was simply based on our weekly dinners together after I had moved to Helsingør in late 2011. My mother ended up believing more in me than my sister and the system withdrawing her support to hospitalise me, and it was this decision that saved the world from going under (before our New World later would still be created) because if I had been hospitalized, drugged and not being able to continue my work, darkness would have been too strong for me to take, and I would have had no alternative than to push the button of the Doomsday Weapon. And it goes without saying that having your family and system working against you like this was the centre axis of darkness self sending me incredible darkness/sufferings.
Everyone I met automatically assumed that I was crazy and needed help, and many could not help ridiculing me
Everyone I met on Facebook knowing about my website automatically concluded that I was crazy and needed help (via hospitalization) even though I am completely normal as all people meeting me without knowing about my website can declare, and this was also the normal reaction of all people, whom my family, friends etc. spoke to about me behind my back, and yes, “Stig is crazy, it goes without saying” and this brought sadness to some “feeling for me” and smiles/“entertainment” to others who loved to ridicule me showing me their absolutely worst behavior, and everyone simply sent me darkness when they “could not” communicate with me and understand the truth.
I was treated as a leprous with most people abandoning me making me lonely without receiving human love, warmth and healing
After publishing my first scripts in February 2010, I received a bomb of negativity from my family, friends etc. not only because of their IMMENSELY STRONG, negative and wrong feelings and misunderstandings, but also because of their FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN and FEAR OF CONTACT treating me as if I was a leprous with most people cutting all contact to me and abandoning me “just like that”, which again was acts of darkness not only bringing me much sadness but also direct sufferings as result.
This made me a VERY lonely man and for a long time I only/mainly had human contact with my mother and John – and sometimes my sister’s family too after they started accepting me again – thus not receiving human love, warmth and healing (but the opposite of “only negativity” for a long time), and yes, I also did not have a girlfriend to support and help me, and also to give me this love/healing, simply because Karen “could not” read/listen and understand me, but decided to believe in her family, friends etc. all fearing me as “the worst”, thus treating me as a crazy and imbecile man, which is really what she/they were when they also “could not” understand what was essentially easy to understand had they just shown an open and objective mind and not been lazy.
This is how people decided to treat me, I had NO TRUE FRIENDS understanding, supporting and standing up for me, not one single (except from Jette and my LTO friends – sometimes), they all decided to act as the worst garbage controlled by their fear rather than doing what is right. And I may have lost approx. 100 Facebook friends as result and an unknown number of Linked-in contacts, and 99% left me without saying anything as the worst cowards.
Karen brought me incredible sufferings when she continued showing “wrong sexual behaviour” instead of being with me as she is meant to be
I met Karen in 2003 and we were “sweethearts” for a short time without making it work – she did not know how to love me – and I knew from 2005/06 that she and I were meant for each other – via messages given to me in spiritual sittings via some of the best International medium’s and what I was told myself when my spiritual voice started speaking to me in 2006 – and the sheer fact that Karen double-crossed me when we were together and “could not” understand my love and all of my messages over the years explaining the truth about who she and I are and why we are meant to be together (we are two sides of the same Source as male/female life) and continued her “wrong sexual behaviour” making love to Denis and occasionally also other men was the very Source of darkness wanting to eliminate me and all life.
Besides from darkness/sufferings in general, this also brought me INCREDIBLE sadness, and no matter what I did, there was only one lady out there waiting for me, i.e. Karen, and I could only wait for her to understand, feel her true feelings to me as no one else, come around and accept me while I was going through these incredible sufferings without having a girlfriend/wife to bring me love and comfort in the most difficult time of any man ever as I would have brought her the same, and you may understand that this has been a main suffering of mine to feel “completely alone” on my mission against darkness of the world to save it without receiving love and understanding myself.
As part of darkness, Karen was “helped” to receive a good life becoming an independent specialist doctor, which brought you a “good life”, Karen, also including nice skiing holidays etc., and you never dreamt about helping me living on “a minimum”, and to bring us a “simple life” together (?), and yes, this was the “fun part” of it, because she was always thinking about and missing “my good old self”, which is really the same man that I continued being all along, but WRONG influence of her family and friends including her misunderstandings wrongly made her turn against me not communicating with me or even replying to my continuous birthday and Christmas greetings, which I sent her every year updating her on my situation and doing my best to make her understand.
So Karen believed that I was crazy and decided to completely abandon me (also blocking me on Facebook when she “lost it”) without trying to read/listen and understand the truth, and she spoke about me behind my back with her husband, Denis (whom she chose over me really because she believed I was “crazy”), and before this with her old “lover-boy” Kim, and she and Kim ridiculed me as part of their game/”fun” too, and Karen truly had a great need to speak about me with her family, old husband and friends because of my “incredible negativity” simply writing the truth about her on my website, because it was NOT meant to come out that you were a prostitute, Karen, which you only told me to get rid of me, right (?), and what were you supposed to do when this information was now public (?), and yes, were you to fight me trying to remove my writings (?), and no, you “could not” and the truth is that it was impossible for you to fight the only man, whom you have ever TRULY loved with your heart as I am told here spiritually, this was the hidden truth.
You can read more about Karen and I here.
People wanted to remove my “negative writings” from the Internet only caring about themselves and not the Big Picture, thus risking my mission to save man
People were so negative about my writings on them and so desperate – because I was a risk potentially hurting them and their career – that they wanted to remove ALL of my writings as result not caring about the Big Picture of my thousands of pages of work and not understanding that my writings were about saving man and creating our New World, and without my writings publicly available, I would not be able to reach this goal, and it made my sister react instantly in February 2010 when she forced the police and my family doctor on me doing what they could to convince me (via telephone calls, but I sounded “normal” to them making them stop prosecuting me), and she also wrote directly without my knowledge to my previous Blog supplier, Microsoft, which removed some of my blog, but not the blog itself. Yes, my sister was FURIOUS for a long period of time, and it took 2-3 years before our relations normalised, and no, I never had negative feelings to my sister, I decided to forgive her and to focus on the love that also always was between us, which is even stronger today than ever – despite of all of this.
And I have been told spiritually about how Falck – all the way to the top – for a very long time wished that it was possible to remove my “Lift Falck to Noma-quality” memo from the Internet – they truly HATED me to write the truth about their laziness, simple-mindedness and POOR work to teach other – and I have seen how people have searched on their own names on my website with many probably believing the same – for example “the system”, my previous cohabitee Camilla and also Karen – but eventually it was “old love” and “good feelings” together with “an incredible amount of pages to read and understand”, which is “impossible” to do – and bring to court – that made me go free.
I was living in constant fear for a LONG time that people would succeed removing my writings, and this was a main part of the play “to be or not to be”.
My father’s wife and family stole my father from me for years and then hid his death and made sure that I would receive no inheritance from him
My father and his family (his wife/widow, Kirsten, and her four children) also COULD NOT stand me when they heard that “Stig claims to be Jesus”, which made them believe that I was COMPLETELY MAD, which is how they treated me completely abandoning me, and yes, speaking negatively and wrongly against me behind my back, and the main reason was that Kirsten’s ex-husband, and father to her children, “lost his mind” many years ago (before meeting my father in the end of the 1970’s) when he claimed to be Jesus (!), which eventually killed him, and I remember my father telling me that the same would happen to me, but no, it did not, father, it happened to you when you lost the fight against darkness and died in January 2013, which was mainly because I could not bring you energy directly to save you if we had met – the same way as I did with my mother and John to save them.
And yes, my father’s wife, Kirsten, was so COMPLETELY MAD first haven “stolen” my father from my sister (it is not her biological father, but still her “father”) and me for many years making us VERY sad, and then to hide his death from me (!), and yes, who in the world would be so completely insane to hide the death of a father to a son (?), yes, Kirsten was, she was “not normal” having a temper and jealousy out of this world that NEGATIVELY influenced my weak father against me for years, so not only did she steal him from me/us, but also hid his death, and even did her best to make sure that I would not inherit anything from him at all declaring the value of their common estate to 0 DKK to the Probate Court (!), and no, she had no faith in my old decision to let her retain undivided possession of the estate, and yes, it took half a year before my aunt – my father’s sister – decided to break Kirsten’s negative bond and call me to let me know.
I always had good relations with Kirsten – when focusing on her good sides, as she also has – and her children right until they heard about my “craziness” making them completely turn around against me – as many did (often from “very positive” to now “very negative”, and the only thing that had changed was them because of how they now saw me) – and when I invited the four children to become Facebook friends a couple of years ago, all of them declined, and Jeanette even blocked me, and Ricky told me that they don’t believe we have anything in common, and yes, if I just had been my “good old self” and not crazy in their eyes, they would of course have accepted my friendship, and the truth is that I really was my “good old self” all along.
Yes, my father’s new family were “completely insane” sending me an INCREDIBLE amount of darkness – not least because they turned my father against me. This is what you did, destroying my life in this sense for you to be “happy”, how do you feel about this, Kirsten & Co.?
I lived on a very little budget bringing me poor food/nourishment and even STARVATION for weeks in 2010 was NO SUFFERING compared to my invisible sufferings.
I lived on a very little budget of approx. 1,200 DKK per month for food etc., which meant that I could only buy the cheapest and poorest food not bringing good nourishment, thus also tapping me for energy. And it was darkness of my family, friends etc. that made me gain much weight since 2009 as it was darkness in Kenya in 2009 working “opposite” (poor world contra rich world) making me lose weight becoming very thin.
I asked to receive donations for my work – the same principle as Wikipedia as example – via my website, but I received a big and round 0, Z E R O, from people, who “could not” help me to write the most important story ever, but still live luxury lives themselves, and this also meant that I had to work on old computers, which almost “could not” continue working, and for the last year or so, the mouse to my old and VERY SLOW computer at home simply refused to work – there was nothing wrong with the USB plugs, it was ALL mice that refused to work even though the same USB plugs worked with other equipment (!), and wireless mice also refused to work, which is what I call “spiritual darkness” and have experienced with MUCH electronic equipment simply deciding to stop work permanently or temporarily and to demonstrate right in front of me (this was hit by darkness as directly as darkness hit me physically) – and as result, I had to work at the library on a daily basis without anyone deciding to help me out by donating a new computer to me.
But compared to my invisible sufferings, this was absolutely NOTHING, and when I starved for weeks in 2010 when Lyngby-Taarbæk Commune WRONGLY stopped my cash help because I would not follow their ORDERS to shut up (stop my writings about my daily experiences in “activation), this was of course a suffering, but ABSOLUTELY NOTHING compared to the invisble sufferings that I am given, and no, I had nothing to eat and lived on practically no money and had NO CONTACT to my family or friends, not one single, and yes, this was in 2010 when I had to be “nothing” in order to reconnect with the Source as you can read from my website and scripts at the time.
People believed in the WRONG verdict of authorities saying that I was schizophrenic with “voices” coming from inside my head – not understanding the TRUE spiritual source of these
For a long time, my family, friends etc. believed in the authorities of the system and the psychiatrist Alex Kørner, who declared me schizophrenic in 2012, because “everyone knows that when you receive voices and believe you are Jesus, you have to be crazy”, and everyone also “knew” that voices (and visions etc.) come from inside of your own head, and they are NOT real, which is what the official system tell (and brainwash) people, and this is what people then believe in, and I had to speak out loud for a long time to make people understand that voices etc. come to people from outside as spiritual experiences, and these people were first of all my sister as “expert” (who really was a better-knowing and ignorant psychologist working on the highest level in Denmark with “psychiatric sicknesses” and receiving “the best knowledge” from the top of the world, which however was WRONG!) and via her, our mother until she decided to listen to and understand me instead of my sister also including the understanding that psychoactive drugs are dangerous and turn people into Zombies as she had seen on myself in 2008, when I was pumped up with this at psychiatric hospital.
In essence, my sister and family just wanted to “help me” remove my voices without asking and understanding what they were about and what I wanted, which was to them because I knew what they were about – our only way out to save the world – and had my family succeeded, we would not have been here today.
People continued living selfish lives in luxury without helping my LTO friends and me, thus forcing me into the claws of the public system of Hell
My family, friends etc. continued living their own selfish lives as if nothing had happened – right in front of my eyes completely ignoring my messages and poverty for everyone to see – thus continuing to prioritize themselves and their “needs” using a LOT OF MONEY on houses, cars, holidays, TV sets, clothes, luxury items etc. WITHOUT thinking of helping my LTO friends – as I helped to survive sending 2/3 of my low net income – or donating money to me for my work, and this meant that I was forced into the claws of the social welfare system of Denmark acting as dictators removing my freedom, forcing me in “activation work” and to receive the psychiatric declaration from the psychiatrist Alex Kørner in 2012 wrongly stamping me as schizophrenic, which then again emphasized what everyone “knew” (!) including what my sister had told my mother – “Stig is crazy and potentially dangerous” – thus bringing me even more darkness/sufferings, and yes, the system treated me as a lunatic and first tried to force me to work using the lowest common denominator and since declared me disabled even though they and everyone clearly could see that I work full time – and more – writing my scripts, and yes, a completely crazy system influencing completely crazy people including my own family against me!
People “could not” stand my CV telling the truth about being “the most skilled” because “this is not for you to say, we will tell you”
People simply “could not” stand my CV telling the truth about being “the most skilled” because “this is not for you to say, we will tell you” (!) – I saw incredible negativity in the eyes of better-knowing but ignorant people both from unnecessary job search courses given to me from the Commune and my own family telling me (!) – and when I told them that this is the objective truth, which I write because no one “could” understand and tell, it did not make things much better, only the opposite for a long time.
The Commune forced me to send maybe 50 applications from 2009-2011, which had the result that employers did not want to hire me because I had to be “completely crazy” writing this about myself, but no, I was not, I only wrote the truth, which everyone could see via my work, but still no one was “able” to understand.
And no, I am not sure that my former managers, who abused me to do their “dull work”, understood my true skills even though I have worked for years for some of you, and even less liked to be “exhibited” on the Internet telling the truth to the world that you “could not” discover the best skills ever – because of the best attitude ever – because of your own selfishness and laziness.
People believed that I was a “parasite” living on public welfare to relax when I was really working harder and feeling poorer than they ever did
For a long time both the Commune and my family wanted me to take a job, and how many of you – even among my closest family – believed that I was a “parasite” deliberately living from public welfare to avoid working and to relax even though all of you could see, or should easily be able to see, that I was working full time and in reality was working much harder than any of you ever have done despite of feeling poorer than any of you have ever felt?
My mother disliked my writings so INCREDIBLE much and were ashamed of my “exhibition” of the family to the world, thus supporting and “protecting” Sanna and the family against me (choosing darkness instead of me as light), and where my mother used to be proud of my professional career (until 2009), she was NOT proud of my “negative writings”, which she NEVER praised – but received throw up feelings of – but she was very proud of my sister and her fine work as manager and her fine education without realising that my sister was DARKNESS self working directly against me as “the expert” bought by the system to which she had sold her soul to in order to bring me as victim and later also our mother as planned by the system of darkness fighting me.
Yes, this is how you can be wrong misunderstanding that darkness is light (my sister) and light is darkness (me) for a long time, but it gradually changed when I influenced my mother and John to understand that “Stig simply writes the truth” and that is to help and not to hurt people, and yes, I was always positive when meeting in person, right, so how difficult can it be to understand that I was really also positive in writing?
And yes, the RIGHT feeling of my mother, sister and EVERYONE else would have been to be VERY HAPPY and even proud/enthusiastic about my writings and the result of these saving all life, but it would of course have required people to UNDERSTAND, and this is what I told my family about in 2008 just before starting “the play”; THIS IS ABOUT UNDERSTANDING, and no, they simply “could not” understand because of “inability” to read/communicate, laziness, better-knowing ignorance and negative, uncontrollable feelings that overpowered them, and yes, it should have been EASY for you to do the same as I, which is to be STRONG and positive/objective, NOT the opposite.
My Sufferings were invisible making it ”impossible” for people to understand that I suffered the worst in history
My sufferings were mental, not physical and not visible as when my father for years had cancer, my mother had her lung collapsing and later breast cancer and my mother’s husband John had cancer, failing kidney etc. as examples, and the difference was that family and friends could easily understand their visible pain/”sickness”, thus visiting, calling and supporting them as I also did my best to do, but when it came to me, it required that people actually read and understood the nature and deepness of my sufferings, which was “impossible” for people to do, and that is at least to understand the TRUE nature of just how incredible unbearable my sufferings were for every single second, and it made it impossible/very difficult for my family, friends etc. to do this because on the surface I looked as if I was doing fine because I managed to work full time, take care of myself and my apartment and also to be social and always on time etc., and this requires a man feeling “fine” or “alright” at least, right?
This is where most people were WRONG because the truth is that I suffered MUCH more than what my father, mother and John did as examples and they received much attention and support while being “sick” and I received in practise ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, which only brought me even more darkness/sufferings, and the reason why my sufferings were given to me mentally was both because it was necessary to do according to “the play” – to cheat darkness in order to come through darkness saving all life inside of it without being discovered – and also to draw the attention of the world to the INVISIBLE SUFFERINGS of millions of poor people all over the world – including the poor refugees of Dadaab “living lives in Hell” as I have used as example – who may suffer from poverty and starvation, which the world is giving some help for (however far from enough), but the world does absolutely NOTHING to help the mental sufferings and wounds of these people, who have lost all hope and live miserable lives with no chance of improvement.
Some people felt sad about my sufferings without understanding that they were this darkness themselves causing my sufferings!
Some people did understand that I suffered much – without having the imagination to understand just how incredible strongly I suffered – and felt sad that I had to go through this including both my mother (“you have not deserved receiving this” as she said) and sister, and yes, “we feel much for him” as I can almost hear them say, but they never realised that it was their own wrong behaviour, negative temper and actions that brought this darkness/sufferings to me, and yes, my mother even cried for me because of this and her “unnecessary concern”, which only brought me even more sufferings.
I told my mother and John to BE STRONG all along, and whenever they were not because of their dislike to my writings, their own “sicknesses” almost killing them, they almost gave up on me and/or life, slept too much instead of exercising (John!), being sad/weak instead of strong, or having too much wine (my mother) as examples, they were directly taking out even more energy from me, which I did not have, thus bringing me even more “incredible sufferings”.
Yes, my mother and John were appalled to witness that I was being overtaken by a “dark spirit” as they could literally see (they saw “the spirit” directly in my eyes controlling my eyes (and movements, which they did not see) in 2006/07 and they also heard “it” through my words) not understanding that this dark spirit/force tormenting me were themselves and other family, friends etc. showing the kind of WRONG behaviour you can read about in this memo, and everything is because all life is connected as one life and one energy shield sharing/transferring both negative and positive energy, which is how I have done it, this is how it is all the way up to here (at the Source) meaning that God has felt our pain too, but only little because of how little our creation is compared to the huge size of all layers of life today, and this means that we have really been fighting side by side.
It was also negative energy of my mother – receiving and showing the biggest uncontrollable and negative temper (because of darkness of the world) – that was “this close” to killing John even though she loves him very much, and I had to come and bring John energy via our weekly dinner meetings that I did not have to save him, and also to save my mother when she was sick. On the other hand, my mother also possesses the biggest love in the world, and this is how accumulated darkness and light of the world is given to her giving her these two, the strongest feelings in the world of both light and darkness – yes, my mother is only showing the accumulated light and darkness of the world, therefore!
I went up against the official system showing me incredible negativity and trying to remove my freedom of speech and livelihood
I confronted the whole official system writing about my experiences with them (the labour market system for “unemployed” people at the bottom of the community) on a daily basis, which brought me endless negativity of not only case workers, but also managers and the top including mayors and city directors DISGUSTING my writings on them and the system, which they followed blindly, and the top of the Danish Parliament too when I included and wrote about them and their WRONG “policies” too.
The official system also believed that I was crazy and extremely negative when writing about them – without being able to understand the opposite truth – and I was asked NOT to write about my daily experiences when I was sent out in “activation work” where they told me that I was bound by “professional secrecy”, and when I rejected this stating my freedom of speech, they wrongly removed my cash help literally making me starve for weeks until it was returned, which was in a period where EVERYONE – including my closest family – had abandoned me. There was NO END to the INCREDIBLE NEGATIVITY/HATE that was sent my way, but everything was merely your misunderstandings and wrong, negative and uncontrollable feelings!
You simply do NOT go up against a whole system as I did. The late MP Mogens Glistrup did the same before me, and it ended up with the system jailing him, breaking him down and eventually killing him as their negative feelings also almost did to me when it was sent to me as darkness/sufferings.
The official world – state leaders, governments, media, religious institutions, business life etc. – knew about me and the end of the world but decided to be silent
“The official world” including the very top of state leaders, governments/parliaments, media, religious institutions, armed forces, business life, universities knew about and followed me and the end of the world coming, but still they decided to play a game being silent about me NOT informing the world about “the end times”, me, the dark New World Order of man including weather manipulation, chemtrails etc., which all sent MUCH darkness to me.
Clairvoyant people could not stand when I told them that they receive “darkness disguised as light” – they believed I was Satan self and they were light, but it was directly the opposite
I confronted clairvoyant circles of people believing that they only showed love/light when they in reality are among the most selfish of all people, who could not get enough of the very limited light making them feel “so good” (when meditating etc.), which they also pulled out of me, and when I told them – and directly showed some via their spiritual voices – the truth about how “darkness disguised as light” worked through them, there were no end to the negativity that these “loving people” sent me with the truth being that they are weaker and more sensitive than most people and it takes “almost nothing” – for example the truth – to “disturb” their image of both the world and where they belong, and yes, people who could/would not believe in “darkness” as existing (or only meant to bring us learning experiences!) even though it should be pretty easy for everyone to see when looking at the world and understanding me that darkness self = nothing that wanted to terminate the world.
They were hostages and tools of darkness being pacified in all of their “love” withdrawing from the normal community to live in their own world with the purpose not to help me to save the world, which they simply could/world not understand because I had to be Hell self, when they were light/love, i.e. God, and no, they didn’t understand that the rolls were also turned around and they had fallen for the temptation of darkness rolling them asleep in all of its “fake beauty”, and as result, most of these circles excluded/blocked me!
Some clairvoyants felt me as darkness believing that this is what I was then without understanding that I was going through darkness of man to absorb this as my sufferings to clean/save everyone, and some even received WRONG spiritual messages by darkness about me without understanding that they were receiving messages from Satan self, and the reason was because of their own misunderstandings when they “could not” read, listen to and understand the logic truth of me and what I told them. It was their own wrong behaviour, laziness and better-knowing ignorance in relation to me that brought them wrong spiritual messages, which “of course” was impossible to believe in because these voices were “so nice, so nice” and “love self”, but it was really Satan that tempted you disguised as light, and you were easy targets because of your own wrongdoings.
Again: Nothing was as bad as misunderstandings and slander about me of my own family, friends etc.
Nothing was as bad as misunderstandings of me passed on to others – “Stig is crazy” and “I am so sad because of this” – which was easy to say, and no one needed to hear my version to understand/agree, and when the same family, friends etc. started to realise that Stig is/may be saying the truth, it was “impossible” for many of the same people to tell the same people as before that “Stig IS really right – Stig IS Jesus”.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND: I LOVE all of my family, friends etc. as I know they love me – and my mother and John saved me as I saved them via mutual love
As a matter of good sake let me underline what should be clear to everyone as I have told you all along in my scripts: I love all of my family, friends etc. despite of their wrongdoings, and I know that they love me underneath what may remain of misunderstood, negative feelings towards me.
And let me also say that my mother and John also saved me as I saved them via our weekly dinner meetings and diverse events that they invited me for including concerts, the cinema and more.
Our relation is based on mutual love as the strongest of all, which goes for all of my family. I do NOT write this memo including the truth because I am negative or ungrateful or anything of the kind that people including my mother may wrongly believe is the reason. The reason is ONLY as I tell you – to let you learn the truth – and nothing else, there is absolutely NO NEGATIVE FEELINGS or wish of revenge, this does NOT lie to me.
It was my own closest family, friends etc. and my mother, the strongest, who were killing me via their wrong behaviour and misunderstandings – how difficult is this to understand (?), and yes, it is quite easy when only you want to understand, right?
This is how darkness of man tormented me every single second forcing me to eliminate life self – if I had given up
These are headlines of “my sufferings” from my website that would make other people give up, scream in pain and “obey order”.
I had to go through these the worst sufferings of any man in history because of sins of mankind (including WRONG behaviour, work and communication), with darkness being “extremely close” to overtake me, which as a consequence would have brought the end of the world and eliminated all life before our New World later would still have been created.
I received the worst “mental sufferings” ever in the world – spiritual voices, visions and feelings – because of extreme darkness of my own family, friends etc. sent to me.
This is what makes weaker people scream in pain inside locked departments of psychiatric hospitals, give up and “obey order” when following these voices asking them for example to commit suicide or hurt others. This is what makes it impossible for people to work, to function and live a “normal life”. This is what I decided to go up against knowing what was RIGHT and WRONG to do, and only by deciding to always do RIGHT, never give up and always reject negativity of darkness wanting to overtake me every second, my sufferings continued being given to me relentlessly and had I decided to give in to this darkness and started to do WRONG as I was “forced” constantly to accept, it would have removed my sufferings but brought the end to the world and eliminated all life. This is what I did to save you all.
Do you understand by now that I suffered because of darkness of my own family, friends etc. and the whole of Denmark that represented the whole world?
- Controlling parents and managers made me into a person I am not giving me immense pain in life
- I never had a girlfriend before the age of 28 – sexual frustrations made my life a hell
- I always had much less energy than others, I worked hard and had a miserable economy making me into a sad hermit in despair
- WRONG behaviour of my family/friends etc. completely emptied me for energy making me a “living dead” on the edge of dying for years, which they “could” not understand!
- My scripts are the best proof of my suffering, I wrote them being technically dead but I never missed a beat but I never missed a beat!
- I was almost fainting and my entire body throwing up when I had to do my best slave work for the Commune and keep my home and myself tidy having the Devil as my manager!
- I received “invincible darkness” for years knowing that if I gave up, the world would end giving me constant fear and “cold sweat”, especially when I believed that the world would end “now”.
- I was EXTREMELY sad to see selfish rich people continuing to feast, go on holidays and buy luxury goods when I, LTO and millions of people of the world were (desperately) fighting to survive.
- I knew as a normal human being that I was becoming the Son of God and God including every single living being (!) and who wants to become that (?), which also made me suffer immensely.
- My body was physically degenerating, I had bones as a “very old man”, my lungs were collapsing, I tasted blood and I was constantly breaking down physically because the Universe was dissolving!
- My journey to Kenya in 2009: I was dying from attacks of criminals, authorities and “sickness”.
- The world was too lazy to read and understand my website and instead the strong and ignorant voice of people told them that I was crazy and I was verbally degraded!
The love and sufferings brought to me by my mother saved the world
Until 2004/06: Controlling people made me in-going
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This website was first published April 26, 2014, and has since not been updated.